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justagreenleaf

justagreenleaf

Student
May 29, 2022
129
What makes you suddenly aware that you're lonely?

On my end, I know I'm lonely since the "goodbye letter" I've been drafting is addressed to... my psychiatrists 😿
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,429
when you feel like CTBing after seeing a happy couple.

Thankfully, I am not really affected by loneliness anymore. In fact I don't really desire a romantic or sexual partner as much. Guess it comes with the territory of planning to CTB soon.
 
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Cathy Ames

Cathy Ames

Cautionary Tale
Mar 11, 2022
2,109
When I think of a really funny (to me) joke about my life but have no one to tell it to because it would involve much too much explication for them to potentially get it.
 
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justagreenleaf

justagreenleaf

Student
May 29, 2022
129
when you feel like CTBing after seeing a happy couple.

Thankfully, I am not really affected by loneliness anymore. In fact I don't really desire a romantic or sexual partner as much. Guess it comes with the territory of planning to CTB soon.

Wow are you me? Lost a chance with someone I really liked after a psychotic break, now I want to CBT and it gets worse each couple I see... :-(
 
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LeapOfFaith

LeapOfFaith

Member
Jul 16, 2020
80
You know you are lonely when... your mother tells you she wish you never were born 😪

You know you are lonely when...you do not care if your phone is on or off, because no one is reaching out anyways :heart:
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,571
I do not exactly feel lonely as in wishing I was around others, I would prefer to be alone, rather the kind of loneliness that I feel is an empty feeling that nothing could ever take away. Everything makes me aware of this, the feeling that there is nothing here for me in this world could never go away. My life will only ever be suffering and it has always felt so wrong, me being here. I was never meant for this world.
 
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justagreenleaf

justagreenleaf

Student
May 29, 2022
129
You know you are lonely when... your mother tells you she wish you never were born 😪

You know you are lonely when...you do not care if your phone is on or off, because no one is reaching out anyways :heart:

I'm so so sorry. The part about your mom is so hurtful. No child should ever hear this.
 
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Lullaby

Lullaby

🌙
Mar 9, 2022
682
You break down and cry when someone hugs you.
 
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LeapOfFaith

LeapOfFaith

Member
Jul 16, 2020
80
You break down and cry when someone hugs you.
That is so relatable to me.. I wish we could hug each other and cry together 🥺
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,472
i always wonder why there wasn't anyone like me in the surrounding environment into computer programming and deadset on making something of them self by them selfs
just a shame 99 percent of the population is computer illiterate none understand how the internals of a cpu work let alone how to program a computer how long do i have to wait into i have a friend who understands computers
 
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Sarros

Sarros

Student
Sep 2, 2021
113
When you pay prostitutes to hug you.
 
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EvilStepSister

EvilStepSister

Member
Feb 15, 2022
62
...the only person in the world you have to talk to and the only one you can trust is your teddy bear. 😕
 
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Carlotta16

The Best I Can Do is Nothing
Mar 16, 2022
134
When every single.person ends up.walking away, so in the end you just don't try with anyone anymore
 
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Symbiote

Global Mod
Oct 12, 2020
3,099
When you're married and your wife doesn't acknowledge your existence or hopes ill things towards you.
 
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Ligottian

Paragon
Dec 19, 2021
967
You are single and you could not ask someone out for a date if your life depended on it.
 
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whatevs

whatevs

Mining for copium in the weirdest places.
Jan 15, 2022
2,913
...Hhahahaha when I realized that I became addicted to a fuckn suicide forum.
You are single and you could not ask someone out for a date if your life depended on it.
A rejection can be a death sentence, at least in our minds.
 
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Starz

Member
Jan 24, 2020
19
When you can't remember the last time you had physical contact with another person
 
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Why Me?

Experienced
Apr 5, 2022
270
You know you are lonely when... your mother tells you she wish you never were born 😪

You know you are lonely when...you do not care if your phone is on or off, because no one is reaching out anyways :heart:
I was just telling someone about how my mother told me this when I was around 10 years old. This psycho woman ruined my life, and she has managed to convince others that she is a good person, it's such an injustice. What's worse is that I'm now dependent on her for money, when she should have been cut from my life a long time ago. This is torture, this is what she wanted, it's not fair.
 
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TheBroken

TheBroken

What Really Matters Anymore?
Feb 13, 2022
240
When the only birthday card you've received for decades comes from your life insurance carrier. Real meaning ... yea ..... we didn't have to pay for another year.
 
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CTBgenuine

CTBgenuine

Student
Mar 27, 2022
125
That doesn't indicate loneliness, necessarily. You probably feel your psychiatrist is the only person who understands you. One can be surrounded by people and still feel lonely.... One can also have NOBODY and NOT feel lonely.
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
1,653
When you buy a love doll
 
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justagreenleaf

justagreenleaf

Student
May 29, 2022
129
That doesn't indicate loneliness, necessarily. You probably feel your psychiatrist is the only person who understands you. One can be surrounded by people and still feel lonely.... One can also have NOBODY and NOT feel lonely.
That's a very good point. I really like my psychiatrist and feel glad that I'm leaving something behind for him.
 
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ornitier199

Arcanist
Mar 26, 2022
413
when my suicide note is left for nobody to see
 
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outatime_85

Warlock
May 17, 2022
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Graham

Graham

Student
May 28, 2022
164
i always wonder why there wasn't anyone like me in the surrounding environment into computer programming and deadset on making something of them self by them selfs
just a shame 99 percent of the population is computer illiterate none understand how the internals of a cpu work let alone how to program a computer how long do i have to wait into i have a friend who understands computers

Do people have to be into computers to be your friend?
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
8,448
You know you are lonely when...you do not care if your phone is on or off, because no one is reaching out anyways
The only thing I could even expand on this, somewhat, is you know you are lonely when you see no reason to even have a phone anymore, and are actually cancelling it since it's no longer needed.
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,201
I am so lonely, I don't even want to go anywhere anymore. There is no event worth visiting when you are alone all the time. Even when I wrote that will, I knew I had nobody to leave anything to, apart from a few charities. I went to London and the Scottish Highlands last year. This year, I just want to drink my N and go to sleep. Loneliness is so exhausting. I can't believe that my life has came to this, but I will be glad when it is over.
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,472
Do people have to be into computers to be your friend?
no but the world would be a much better place if everyone knows how computers work or electronics or maths, science, i needed someone to help me code something, my parents could of teached me computer programming from a early age instead of me having to play catch up in my teenage years, it be a much better world if humans where much more intelligent with better memory.
 
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Nlis2244

Nlis2244

Forever alone
May 13, 2022
132
When every night you go to sleep hugging a pillow imagining that it's someone you like :/
 
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HappyForever?

Love from the deepest dream
Feb 14, 2021
326
Seeing people who are not alone. Especially if they rejected you.
 
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