Darkover

Darkover

Angelic
Jul 29, 2021
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you know your in a terrible horrible world when nasty things like animals are killing each other to maintain substance or for pleasure like when a cat kills a mouse but doesn't eat it you know its repressive world when life hardwired you for something but denies you that desire like needing food water or sex it's just the type of environment we live in that doesn't care about the needs of the things that it creates why would i ever want to live in a world that force you to kill and eat each other just to survive, surviving should just be free to survive without ever needing to work for money, why would i ever want to live in a world that doesn't care about my needs or wants, why would i want to be alive in a world that plans to kill me in no time at all, in a world where everything you work for is pointless because you lose it all when you die, why would i want to take any part in this completely unfair world birth a lottery producing winners and losers based on who your parents are and when and where you are born, why would i ever want to be a defective machine with disabilities, why would anyone subject themselves to life here on this planet in its current form
 
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sanction

sanctioned
Mar 15, 2019
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I agree, especially the part where you mentioned surviving should just be free to survive without needing to work for money. Its just so bullshit we were brought into this world purely for somebody else's pleasure and agenda (our parents). The logic just makes no sense.

Lets say if I want a companion, and I go get a dog as a pet. To make it reasonable, I would at least provide a shelter for it, feed it food and water, toys, bring it out to the park, take it to the vet if needed, and take care of it until it dies. That sounds more like a fair trade

But somehow for humans, this fair trade does not exist

Its like.... lets say you went to a restaurant to pay and eat there. But at the same time, you also need to bring your own food, go to the kitchen and cook it yourself, bring your own utensils, then serve it back to yourself so you can eat it, then you also need to clean your own table, wash your own dishes, take out your own trash. And if you use the washroom, make sure to bring your own toilet paper and soap, and also clean your own toilet after using it. But yet I also need to pay the restaurant for this meal, including tips, and still say thank you!?!?!?

Isn't this the type of bullshit logic we're forced to accept.... with this game of life????? It makes no fucking sense. How in the world am I going to find motivation for this crap???
 
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ripberman

ripberman

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Dec 24, 2022
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Good post, I think about this all the time as well.

The other day I was in a train station late at night, and it was full of homeless people. It was cold outside, and they were huddled up in the corners, clothing threadbare. All of their worldly possessions clutched against them.

When I see things like this, I know that I will end up CTB. I can't handle living in this world.
 
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sanction

sanctioned
Mar 15, 2019
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We're all just stuck here to do time........ and waiting to die. Yet there is still a price we need to pay for this

How is this not forced torture??? I am unsubscribing from this game

I admire people who were brave enough to take SN and was successful with it. I'm just stuck and still not able to do it...... CTB is just so difficult
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,214
This world is terrible yet we see humans justify it all the time because, oh, "the best and most affluent time in human history is now hence life is beautiful". It's sick and revolting. I don't want to be a human at all. I only want to be non existent
 
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WAITING TO DIE

WAITING TO DIE

TORMENTED
Sep 30, 2023
1,539
It's a hostile society in a hostile world.
Society is against us and the natural world is against us.
I sometimes wonder if we are an alien species that's been dumped here onto planet earth as some form of punishment, because the environment is harsh and unforgiving.
We shouldn't have to pay for basic things such as food and shelter because in ancient times these things were free.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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All that existence basically is, is just an endless cycle of suffering and cruelty that so tragically continues to repeat as new life is forced here. All that existence does is create harm, it's something so harmful to have the ability to exist in this hellish reality where there is no limit as to how much one can suffer. I'd certainly always see it as preferable to die as only in death is there safety from suffering, only non-existence is desirable to me.
 
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kane9191kosugi

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Sep 20, 2023
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This species has failed us. Plain and simple.
 
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DEATH IS FREEDOM

DEATH IS FREEDOM

Death is the solution to unsolvable problems.
Sep 13, 2023
607
The world is really unfair - like a lottery - a lot depends on where and when you were born and who your parents are (were). These are things that you can´t do anything about. I was born in the wrong city and country, the wrong time and I have (had) the wrong parents. I would have been happier in nature 11 000 years ago.
 
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R_N

R_N

-Memento Mori-
Dec 3, 2019
1,442
Yeah only those who don't suffer enough (at the time) would say things like everyone can be happy and such crap.

When you are aware of the fact that somewhere someone is in unimaginable pain you can't say those things and mean them.

I can have moments of relief even in my situation but at those times I would never think that life is a gift. Also nothing lasts forever. There is no happy ending.
 

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