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jbear824

jbear824

trapped & scared
Jul 4, 2023
381
Well I'd be able to buy the means to ctb, so I would definitely buy that stuff. Spend the rest on weed and my friends and loved ones and then fuck right off into oblivion
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
9,780
Yes - CTB delay. My problems r solved.
 
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DeIetedUser4739

Guest
Apr 21, 2024
428
Won't change a thing unfortunately.
 
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J&L383

Specialist
Jul 18, 2023
369
Only as long as it would take to buy a McLaren F1. Then have a little fun and then donate the McLaren F1 and move on. šŸŽļø
 
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tary

tary

Experienced
Jul 3, 2022
220
I would, yes, because I'm not in physical pain and having more money would mean that I could keep doing whatever I wanted for as long as that money lasted, so why not experience pleasure for some time longer now that I'm still here?
 
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Cruelhearted

Member
Feb 12, 2024
19
I would spent whatever it cost for legal assisted suicide, then delay it long enough to make sure everything was in order for my daughter to recieve the rest left so her life can be better and not end up trapped and hopeless.
 
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sugarb

sugarb

long time sunshine
Jun 14, 2024
77
Yeah. I'm not in a huge rush at the moment, but even if I was at a point where I wanted to die ASAP (family all dead, extremely bored, mental and physical pain) I'd take at least a week to figure out what to do with it (donate, buy something as a last hurrah, use it to fund a project for fun, maybe try reorienting my life somewhat, etc) and maybe spend time enjoying it briefly.
 
ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
3,467
Yes, I think that I'd delay my ctb but, in the end, I still will ctb as that one million dollars that I have won't be with me forever. I don't have the motivation or energy to use the one million dollars to earn more money. I do know that earning more money is easy if... you have a lot of money to begin with but, at the same time, I'm just too lazy. Once the one million dollars run out and I obtain nembutal via travelling for it, I'm going to ctb
 
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enduringwinter

enduringwinter

of angels
Jun 20, 2024
69
No. 1 million dollars would do nothing for me now
 
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dolemitedrums

Experienced
Jun 12, 2024
257
No, wouldn't make a difference to me and I'd probably rather leave it to loved ones than spend it. Not about money for me.
 
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jiaaa_02

Member
Jun 10, 2024
17
I would... maybe for a couple months. would go to japan and eat ramen and sushi and everything I could. maybe travel another place more... I don't know!
would use part of the money to buy a good place for my mom...

then eventually CBT.

how about you?
I think I would first set up my loved ones for a good life after I'm gone and ensure that I have enough left over for my funeral because where I'm from, it costs almost a small fortune. The rest I would use to go on a small retreat to some beautiful places of nature that will help me feel peace and gratitude before I go. Perhaps I'll even ctb in a place of earthly paradise.
 
Ironborn

Ironborn

Student
Jan 29, 2024
186
Used bulldozer Ā£120,000
Welding tools and steel plate: Ā£10k
External cameras and monitors: Ā£2k
Killdozer 2 Electric Boogaloo: Priceless

Rest goes to animal charities.
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,434
Nope--It could be $10 million, still wouldn't change anything
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
19,999
A million dollars can't even buy a house where I live so no it's not enough. Maybe it would delay my CTB so I can have my fun with it though.
 
Lady Laudanum

Lady Laudanum

Experienced
May 9, 2024
296
I don't know. I'll likely be inhering more than that from my parents when they die. I have a sibling and my parents plan to divide their estate in a reasonable manner.

The thing is though, I'm already financially stable on my own and live comfortably. Material things don't bring me any pleasure. The only reason why I'm a workaholic is because I'm terrified of going broke and being forced to move back in with my parents. But if they die then that becomes a moot point.
 
Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Visionary
May 5, 2020
2,972
I would give a lot of it to charity, and I then I would use some of it to ctb in a fancy penthouse in Tanzania or Italy. More money will not make my pain go away all of a sudden. I still have mental/physical health problems, loss of loved ones to deal with.
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,366
Depression doesn't care about how much money we have.

We'd be happy and joyful for a week, then our minds would be telling us it's not fair that we only have 1 million and not 10 million.

Plenty of mega rich people CTB.
 

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