L I F E T O L O S E

L I F E T O L O S E

only you can stop the evil
Sep 18, 2020
463
you have friends? i think I dont have any friends (outside internet) and I feel frustrated by that
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,017
No I don't. That's why the internet is nice.
 
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Lmd

Lmd

Elementalist
Jul 12, 2020
812
I have and I hate it. I think I'm the opposite of the forum lol
 
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Lobo64

Lobo64

Member
Apr 12, 2019
22
I had some good friends but they are all gone in the last years...Most of them were younger than me
 
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MrAsclepius

MrAsclepius

Грустная Сука
Jul 31, 2020
212
Not at the moment, people come and go. Haven't had someone I would consider more than an acquaintance in many years.
 
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Birdie

Birdie

Member
Sep 19, 2020
82
Yes... I don't see them in person since February...
 
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voidman

voidman

emptiness —> nothingness
Sep 15, 2020
217
Nope. Haven't had any since I graduated highschool. Even then, not really friends but acquaintances.
 
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Birdie

Birdie

Member
Sep 19, 2020
82
Online friends are easier to connect to, tho. I've never seen my closest friends in person.
 
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SuicideBoys93

SuicideBoys93

I am the lord of loneliness.
Feb 10, 2020
324
I had a family. Now it's gone. I feel like I need to go next.
 
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HelloHell

HelloHell

Arcanist
Dec 26, 2019
443
I have "friends"
The type of those who come to me when they need something, disappear when they don't need me, and are always busy when I need them
 
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SuicideBoys93

SuicideBoys93

I am the lord of loneliness.
Feb 10, 2020
324
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,017
Not sure how tbh. Every time I see you in a thread you're always so sweet.
I'm not outgoing. I get along well with nearly everyone I meet, but I'm too quiet, and get tired easily so I dont go on outings. Nobody wants to be friend with the boring person.
 
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HappyMstake

HappyMstake

Not so happy as it turns out.
May 29, 2020
170
No. Even if I make friends at work or whatever it doesn't last long because being around people stresses me out, like if they ask me if I want to hang out I always make up some excuse so I don't have to go out. Then they just eventually stop asking and then we just stop talking altogether.
 
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almost_dead

almost_dead

Arcanist
Aug 7, 2020
465
my pillow
 
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SuicideBoys93

SuicideBoys93

I am the lord of loneliness.
Feb 10, 2020
324
I'm not outgoing. I get along well with nearly everyone I meet, but I'm too quiet, and get tired easily so I dont go on outings. Nobody wants to be friend with the boring person.

Well I enjoy your company here Rosey!
 
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L I F E T O L O S E

L I F E T O L O S E

only you can stop the evil
Sep 18, 2020
463
I'm not outgoing. I get along well with nearly everyone I meet, but I'm too quiet, and get tired easily so I dont go on outings. Nobody wants to be friend with the boring person.

I always wonder if you had a social life, now I know you don't
No. Even if I make friends at work or whatever it doesn't last long because being around people stresses me out, like if they ask me if I want to hang out I always make up some excuse so I don't have to go out. Then they just eventually stop asking and then we just stop talking altogether.
TFW
it reminds me of a girl that I went out with once and then she started to avoid me.
Online friends are easier to connect to, tho. I've never seen my closest friends in person.
i know,I wanted to have a little more human contact before left
 
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Giraffey

Giraffey

Your Orange Crush
Mar 7, 2020
439
When I read the title I thought this was going to be some wonderful explanation of how I actually do have friends despite the fact that people don't speak to me anymore. Perhaps there would just be a spoiler that would say it all...



Damn I was disappointed :pfff:
 
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LivingDeadGirl

LivingDeadGirl

Member
Sep 4, 2020
41
No friends and no family. Hence why I'm always online. Got my dog tho.
 
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VIBRITANNIA

VIBRITANNIA

lelouch. any pronouns. pfp is by pixiv id 3217872.
Aug 10, 2020
1,156
i have a fair amount, both online and in real life, but if i'm being honest, i have to force myself to care about them.
 
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After The End

After The End

The lily whispers, “I wait.”
Jul 31, 2019
135
No friends or family.
 
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sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
3,870
No, i don't have any friends, because everyone thinks im too depressed and they don't want to hang out with me
 
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LonelyNick

LonelyNick

They/Them, He/Him
Jul 15, 2020
262
I clearly don't, posted about how I'm in agonizing pain on FB and all I got was those stupid 'care' reaction. Not a single comment, just *we care*. Yeah, right....
 
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Dreamless Sleep

Dreamless Sleep

The eternal night before chaos...
Feb 1, 2020
190
I clearly don't, posted about how I'm in agonizing pain on FB and all I got was those stupid 'care' reaction. Not a single comment, just *we care*. Yeah, right....

FB, IG, twitter... all full of fake ass, self absorbed people busy pretending to have great lives and be good people. Screw them.
 
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Eren

Eren

Si hablas español mándame un MP
Oct 27, 2018
1,073
I have no IRL friends, I have two childhood "friends", and I have mixed emotions against them, I don't really consider them friends, they have disappointed me greatly.
 
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Marktheghost

Marktheghost

Paragon
Feb 20, 2020
911
I haven't had a friend in years and years!
 
BitterlyAlive

BitterlyAlive

---
Apr 8, 2020
1,635
i have a fair amount, both online and in real life, but if i'm being honest, i have to force myself to care about them.
Tbh I often feel the same way towards my irl friends. Hope that doesn't make us bad people
 
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Lmd

Lmd

Elementalist
Jul 12, 2020
812
Hey guys all of you look nice and friendly! Wish your words can reach the right ones!
 
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deadwithoutmusic

deadwithoutmusic

Member
Sep 10, 2020
73
I feel like I'm a bit out of place here sometimes.

I have a couple of good friends I spend time with and play games with which are probably the only things/people I care about. I have recently moved away from them and haven't been able to see them recently but still communicate online frequently. We don't talk a whole lot about our feelings I guess and mainly just play games and joke around but I still appreciate them.

Do you guys think if you had friends that you could spend time with it would greatly effect your situation or change your decision to ctb?
 
ThrownAwayTom

ThrownAwayTom

Experienced
Oct 3, 2020
276
I have a circle of friends that I've known since childhood. We rarely see each other now but there's a group chat on whatsapp we post in now and then. But I see them on discord every evening playing games like Among Us and stuff, they just stopped asking me a while ago cos who wants the anchor lol.

They'd all be devestated if I showed up dead, but they don't make any real attempt to support when I reach out. I don't blame them for that of course.
 
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