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Pulling a Sangwoo

Pulling a Sangwoo

Member
Jan 11, 2025
29
That's crazy We're all basically miracles, and it kind of makes me mad. Like, of all things, that's the only thing I win at—being born? I want to blame my parents, but even they admitted that if they could go back, they wouldn't have me. Tf? so, they're blaming me for being alive? It's your own fucking fault I'm here. Lowkey, I wish my parents had never met
 
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idelttoilfsadness21

I need a moment right now
Jan 6, 2025
645
Right... They say all the time how babies are perfect angles and that our health mattered, but we weren't valuable enough for society, and everyone knows that and doesn't say a thing on this counterproductive argument, yet those idiots so badly wish to be anti-pro life so badly when we have consciousness... Especially doing so to abortions... People don't have their own choice to what they wanna be, just society's evil demonstration of what we are valued as and then tossed aside like garbage until the next person comes... its a repeating disgusting pattern
 
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taysontheory

taysontheory

Member
Jan 17, 2025
45
You can blame the system, the father, the mother, the social system, or the country, but nothing will change in this short period of time. Frankly, there are mistakes everywhere around us. I just gave up.
 
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LukaParrot

LukaParrot

Student
Dec 18, 2024
158
I had a friend in school, he really liked to make jokes about it.

One time he said to me: Your mother should have swallowed you.
Another one: You were supposed to be a handjob.

We laughed a lot but today i cry.

PS: Sorry for the heavy jokes.... it was not mine, just teenagers talking and laughing.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
2,915
imo it's very bad luck i or any sentient being is born. i heard the odds are even worse than 1 in 6 trillion more like a number with that number of zeroes that's some really bad luck astronomical bad luck

i could have not been born then i wouldn't exist . if i didn't exist then i wouldn't have any chance of suffering unending constant unbearable pain.

the problems began for me when i was born . i didn't have any problems nor could i suffer nor did anything matter to me in the year 1500 for example or any minute of the last 13.8 billion years. only after i was born then i had to feed myself every day all the time and be under risk of extreme torture.
 
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Pulling a Sangwoo

Pulling a Sangwoo

Member
Jan 11, 2025
29
I had a friend in school, he really liked to make jokes about it.

One time he said to me: Your mother should have swallowed you.
Another one: You were supposed to be a handjob.

We laughed a lot but today i cry.

PS: Sorry for the heavy jokes.... it was not mine, just teenagers talking and laughing.
LMAO I thought of that too I wish my dad jerked off the sperm that was used to make me or I wished the egg that was used to make me was bled out by my mom
imo it's very bad luck i or any sentient being is born. i heard the odds are even worse than 1 in 6 trillion more like a number with that number of zeroes that's some bad luck
some bad luck? we were cursed
 
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dust-in-the-wind

dust-in-the-wind

Animal Lover
Aug 24, 2024
421
It's just another trite platitude to make you feel special. I think being born is the worst bad luck ever. I wish I was aborted.
 
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Blurry_Buildings

Blurry_Buildings

Just Existing
Sep 27, 2023
462
I wasn't aborted because they saved me with a new experimental procedure. I always think of how it would have been nice to be a few years older.
 
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needthebus

needthebus

Victim of Sexual Violence&Mental "Health" Industry
Apr 29, 2024
559
That's crazy We're all basically miracles, and it kind of makes me mad. Like, of all things, that's the only thing I win at—being born? I want to blame my parents, but even they admitted that if they could go back, they wouldn't have me. Tf? so, they're blaming me for being alive? It's your own fucking fault I'm here. Lowkey, I wish my parents had never met

The 1 in 6 trillion thing is sort of wrong because even if I had been slightly genetically different, I would probably be a somewhat similar person who was also unhappy.

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Whale_bones

Whale_bones

A gift to summon the spring
Feb 11, 2020
365
I don't see how it's a "miracle" though. Like there's probably a 1 in 6 trillion chance that a pile of dog shit is the way it is, down to the exact amount of molecules and arrangement of atoms. That doesn't mean it's innately good in some way.
 
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loneloser

loneloser

i wanna sleep 4ever <3
Jan 16, 2025
69
Wish that chance would've been given to someone else.
 
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yellowjester

yellowjester

Specialist
Jun 2, 2024
385
You have a 100% chance of being born because not being born doesn't exist.
 
untothedepths

untothedepths

god thinks its funny to keep me alive
Mar 20, 2023
629
1 in 6 trillion chance sounds wrong. i feel like people get pregnant way easier than those odds suggest. if your smart, you're not going to forgo some method of contraceptive for a reason.
 
L'absent

L'absent

À ma manière 🪦
Aug 18, 2024
1,236
A one-in-six-trillion chance to be born, and what a stroke of genius: ending up trapped in a life where the biggest thrill is choosing between taxes or depression. Truly a statistical masterpiece, huh!
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
40,086
It's all just so dreadful to me, I'll always see it as such a terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed and I was forced to suffer so unnecessarily as a result, to me existence truly is the most cruel, futile and torturous imposition that just causes suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never any need for even know there were no disadvantages to never suffering at all, existence to me is an abomination and I suffer so much because I was forced into existence.

I see it as something so harmful to be conscious in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited amounts destined for nothing but to decay and die anyway, human existence always feels like a terrible, cruel mistake to me and it's something I wish I never was forced into more than anything. I never should have been forced into this existence and I see so much cruelty in how even know this existence was so harmfully imposed causing so much suffering as a result, there isn't the option for me to just simply cease existing in peace with suffering seen as to force and prolong no matter what, to me human existence really is enslavement.
 
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cait_sith

cait_sith

Brain rotted, often missing word
Apr 8, 2024
233
I don't know where I read this sentence, but it's stuck with me ever since: "I was so close to not being born" I like it because it works both ways. Pro-lifers love how one being born is a chain-event leading back thousands of years of pure chance-events, but for me it makes things even worse, when the end-result of this random-Chance-chain found its climax in a retarded fuck like me, the one skewed piece of domino that fucks the whole Mosaik picture up at domino day
 
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