Discussion You guys ever have this feeling?

[Visitor_]

Not gonna lie, most of the time im pretty depressed and think of sucide. I always thought of life as a meaningless cycle, went on my chair at 1 30 am and i smoked a cigarette and i was like damn, life is beautiful. I got a burst of hope for no reason, maybe im healing through my depression?

 

[cgrtt.brns]

sometimes when i forget everything thats going on in the world and in my life and just think about how simple life is supposed to be i do think life is kinda beautiful. but then i remember everything and i realise how having a simple beautiful life is fucking impossible these days, at least for the majority of people. its weird. sitting outside with a cigarette under the stars while everyone around you is asleep often causes me to feel this way. i hope you are healing though, i wish you the best either way.

 

[Wake]

life is good don't get me wrong there is a lot of bad shit but there are things that make you feel happy and at peace even if they were as simple as a breeze of air. it's mostly your self who brings you down. nothing can fuck up a man's life more than his mind

 

[TheSpookyNameGuy]

I get this often, mainly as me achieving an internal sort of okayness with just existing.

As in i say lets just live, not caring about any societal norms or influences.

Im experimenting with comedy, i find dosing myself at night produces calmness and reduces the extreme feeling of depression.

Videos of highland cows work also in combination, perhaps its the laughing that works

Im currently experimenting this of course