You ever been so lonely you can't sleep at night?

[l8tony]

Now have you ever been lonely your whole life not knowing what love or happiness is. It's like I'm getting punished and I don't even know what I did wrong... I would pay someone to just end it.

 

[Snake of Eden]

I relate alot OP.

 

[TheHatedOne]

I feel the same. There was also a time in my life where I would cry my eyes out every night in bed because of loneliness.

Existence is horrible.

 

[FuneralCry]

We are brought into this world just to suffer. We are forced to exist and we have to endure this existence filled with pain, I see it as being very unfair. For many people, loneliness can be dreadful but I would rather be alone than be around people. I do have to deal with constant feelings of dread and hopelessness and more than anything I want eternal sleep. I'm sorry you are going through this.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Almost every night.

 

[Crazy4u]

yeah at least once a week

 

[summers]

About 15 mins on pornhub usually takes care of that for me :)

 

[idiotstillwantstodie]

Love is a double edged sword. Happiness is for fools.

Loneliness is just weakness of the mind. World is full of people whose company would make loneliness seem like a luxury.

 

[l8tony]

Existence is horrible.

That's the definition of the human race...

We are brought into this world just to suffer. We are forced to exist and we have to endure this existence filled with pain, I see it as being very unfair. For many people, loneliness can be dreadful but I would rather be alone than be around people. I do have to deal with constant feelings of dread and hopelessness and more than anything I want eternal sleep. I'm sorry you are going through this.

Truly unfair... but i hate it that life isn't fair is more true. I agree I'm already an introvert and hate the idea of more than one person. I just need one person or at least a pet...

About 15 mins on pornhub usually takes care of that for me :)

This is sad to think about but thanks for lifting the mood up

World is full of people whose company would make loneliness seem like a luxury.

I don't mind pain either way. Pain is basically my best friend right now. Unfortunately I'm a weak minded fool. Maybe I just like the idea of lieing to myself and wanting to be blind to being in love or happy. It's like a coma, you aren't aware maybe? This world only is horrible because there are more inhumane slobs than good souls. My list of people I avoid is longer while my list of people I can be around is empty.