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Jason0941

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May 24, 2025
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Hi guys, I've decided that my next suicide attempt is going to be shooting myself with a Desert Eagle. I just bought the bullets (.50 AE) yesterday. Taking one step closer to the demise that has so far eluded me 3 times feels great. I decided to use such a powerful bullet because I really don't want to fail a 4th time. In previous posts, I mentioned applying for voluntary assisted death, but I decided against doing that. Because these organizations usually require their prospective patients to be either terminally ill or elderly—I am neither. I know that they would very likely decline my application, so I decided not to spend time creating one.
 
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Forever Exhausted
Jul 30, 2026
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nice. im personally gonna use a .357 model 27. feels more infallible than chemicals or hanging
 
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Just wanting some peace
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I hope you find freedom from suffering.