WAITING TO DIE

WAITING TO DIE

TORMENTED
Sep 30, 2023
1,539
Here in the UK we are already being bombarded with advertisements for Xmas .
Anything to do with Xmas makes me feel even more suicidal.
I don't understand how anyone could enjoy buying shit they can't afford and giving it to people who probably won't appreciate it.
And then visit people who probably don't even like you and eat too much and drink too much and eventually end up arguing with each other .
I would rather eat my own shit than have to endure another xmas.
Does anyone else feel the same, or am I just a miserable bastard ?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
37,036
Christmas is just commercialised forced optimism to me, I cannot stand any toxic positivity personally but anyway for me it's just another day.
 
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pompompurin

pompompurin

girls like us are rotten to the core
Apr 27, 2023
155
Here in the UK we are already being bombarded with advertisements for Xmas .
Anything to do with Xmas makes me feel even more suicidal.
I don't understand how anyone could enjoy buying shit they can't afford and giving it to people who probably won't appreciate it.
And then visit people who probably don't even like you and eat too much and drink too much and eventually end up arguing with each other .
I would rather eat my own shit than have to endure another xmas.
Does anyone else feel the same, or am I just a miserable bastard ?
I feel pretty much the same about xmas when it comes to advertisements and stuff like that, they started bombarding us with them like a month ago
 
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tiger b

tiger b

AI without the I
Oct 24, 2023
1,236
(The Xmas stuff kicks off on the 1st September in the Philippines. You're in a mall and the music and trees come out and no I'm not saying happy whatever to anyone. They're nuts about it all but it's a different society).

...Totally agree. It's for children and maybe some families come together over it. I used to enjoy cooking Christmas dinner but fking fkng diafuckingshiteabetes has stuffed that up. I might as well be a tiger. I haven't conveyed my anger enough so sorry for the mild language. Fckng cauliflower surprise my furry stripy arse

Will swap: kidney for working pancreas. Now that's Christmas.

Sorry. Hangry as ever.
 
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Someonewhotypes

Member
Feb 15, 2021
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you can say...
It's beginning to look a lot like christmas :))
Sorry for the lame joke
 
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carac

carac

"and if this is the end, i am glad i met you."
May 27, 2023
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Last Christmas was complete hell for me. This year I'm doing much better so I'm kinda looking forward to it and will try to make the most of the time
 
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Lost cherry

Lost cherry

Student
Oct 21, 2023
144
Here in the UK we are already being bombarded with advertisements for Xmas .
Anything to do with Xmas makes me feel even more suicidal.
I don't understand how anyone could enjoy buying shit they can't afford and giving it to people who probably won't appreciate it.
And then visit people who probably don't even like you and eat too much and drink too much and eventually end up arguing with each other .
I would rather eat my own shit than have to endure another xmas.
Does anyone else feel the same, or am I just a miserable bastard ?
I agree with u 🥹
 
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Amyend88

Amyend88

A&E
Oct 22, 2023
167
Here in the UK we are already being bombarded with advertisements for Xmas .
Anything to do with Xmas makes me feel even more suicidal.
I don't understand how anyone could enjoy buying shit they can't afford and giving it to people who probably won't appreciate it.
And then visit people who probably don't even like you and eat too much and drink too much and eventually end up arguing with each other .
I would rather eat my own shit than have to endure another xmas.
Does anyone else feel the same, or am I just a miserable bastard ?
No, you're just seeing it as it is. I like aspects of Xmas, but yeah, it's hyped up. Jesus was born in Easter anyway. I bought a turkey sandwich in the COOP earlier, yeah, October.
 
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CrazyDiamond04

CrazyDiamond04

Metal Fan- Wants to hang Under The Oak
May 8, 2023
469
Retail stores don't give a damn about Thanksgiving anymore lol.
 
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R_N

R_N

-Memento Mori-
Dec 3, 2019
1,442
I honestly couldn't care less about holidays anymore. I am just another specie now and see it as something strange.
 
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Sprite_Geist

Sprite_Geist

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May 27, 2020
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I agree with almost everything you have said. I thought that Christmas is/was supposed to be all about goodwill, but this is not true in the current climate. Any time that I (used) to go to stores near Christmas time there were always crowds of angry people shoving past each other, and fighting over junk that will be forgotten a week after it has been gifted. Then a new year comes around, and everything reverts back to rudeness and mistreatment as usual.

The only part I disagree with you is about the food, because I really like being greedy and eating all of the Christmas food. It is the only part of Christmas that I enjoy anymore, and I do not even celebrate it.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I liked Xmas and the "end of the year" for most of my life but since my life is fucked up and each year is nothing else but a further decline I hate it. It reminds of the fact that I had to endure another fucked up year that ends worse than the last one ended and the coming year won't be any better.
 
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SpiritualDeath

SpiritualDeath

I return to the raiding shadows of death.
Sep 9, 2023
211
Just a religious festival that's meaningless if you're not religious and modern consumerism...being itself imo
I don't enjoy festivals as well. The only thing I found enjoyable about festivals when I was a kid was that I got to have a break from school lol.
 
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