Just to update, As long as they work for the purpose I am going for I am rather happy. I have 5 of the 15 that don't look the same or look a little less firm/slight size difference, but I might still take them bevause what is the harm really. I had enough Meto (Maxeran/Reglan) to do a 48 hour dose but chickened out in the end and now have enough for the stat dose still.
I am not sure where ritalion came in but I will not be taking that.
My cocktail will 30mg Meto an hour prior, I might forego the pepcid if it interacts poorly with alcohol (will check into that to be sure), taking the diphenhydramine after about an hour, taking all the pills possible at once. Will try with water since you said anything else could be bad, but might need something else even a little soda to help at the end for taste, then after getting all that down I will be breaking the xan into halves, to down those once I am done with the diphenhydramine pills. I am fasting prior to help ensure even if I vomit the Meto will help things pass through the stomach faster and block receptors in the brain to make vomitting much less likely and even if I do vomit at which point I should either be out cold, or the pills should be past my stomach thanks to the meto so it would be more stomach acid or dry heaving.
I have a sweeter alcohol, it's a 21% 375ml and peach flavored so I could use that or I also have vodka, Whiskey, or sambuca (sambuca is good for one night of heavy drinking and you won't want it again for a long time, black liqourice flavor). I am fairly confident, I can get down the meto, drink at 30-45 minutes have a few shots of sambuca or the 21% one a little, then at an hour taking all the diphenhydramine, and then pop all the xanax and hope for a peaceful exit.
I have tried grinding up diphen into powder and there is just simply too much to take in that form which is why I am okay with the pills and from my reading's it is possible to take that many and still not have too many issues with vomit as with most diphen OD's people use 25mg tabs, I am using 50's to avoid taking too many pills.
I haven't seen anywhere that meto and diphen cause a reaction other than sedative properties when mixing alcohol but would to see the source you have on that so I can learn if I am wrong. It is also pure diphenhydramine so no worries in that regard.
The xanax is only a recent addition to the plan since I didn't think I could get them before, so just to be clear are we recommending alcohol with it ld no, I just don't want to mess this up, want a one and done type deal ya know?
https://en.m.wikibooks.org/wiki/Suicide/Diphenhydramine
Just one source so you can see the jist of the methid and ideology behind it.