I ignored politics for years as it did nothing for my mental health. But I am actively living the consequences of corporate greed. I cannot get a job because the US job market is so bad. I have no money. My health is failing and I'm being let down by a broken healthcare system. I watch grocery prices rise by the day. AI is taking over everything. I can't ignore politics anymore because politics have destroyed my life. Because the US dictator would rather invade other countries for oil than make healthcare, groceries, and housing affordable. He would rather suck Putin's dick than make wages livable. He would rather stuff the pockets of billionaires taking away clean water for AI data centers than make laws preventing AI from filtering out job applications. He would rather create concentration camps filled with LEGAL immigrants and people just trying to support their families than address a single true issue. I can't ignore it anymore. Yes, it's horrible for my mental health. And with my failing physical health, shit mental health, and lack of any money, there is nothing I can do about it. But I can't ignore it because it's all right in front of my face.
Yup- was looking to get an apartment, because I know I am depressed and need to start socializing more…but now I'm second guessing even the cheapest options I found because I am scared of a recession, grocery inflation, and losing my job.
I literally went from last week figuring the economy would be somewhat stable enough in 2026…to panicking because of Venezuela…
I am uninsured. Large amounts of student debt for a degree that didn't pan out into a career. (Trump is also threatening to garnish wages; while my loans are being paid and not in default… I'm scared that at any moment that could change!) Started a job that I dislike, but I can't leave now because I literally can't find another job. (I spent all of October applying!) I'm in a field that is undoubtedly going to collapse if a recession hits, and since I am fairly new at the office, I will undoubtedly be one of the first they let go if things go bad with the economy.
Debated about going back to therapy… but I am uninsured and from what I heard it's all on Zoom now anyway.
Everything just sucks right now. Even escapism sucks because there are zero original shows or films to take everyone's minds off how little anyone has control over their own lives anymore.