Write a letter to someone who will never read it.

[Halfhourdays]

Dear Katie,

We're not going to find the others. The people who were ghosted, and who wander through hell alone, wondering what happened to their friends. We're not going to meet anyone, here where we're followed by the moon, here in these half-hour days. It's time to end this lonely nightmare.

I miss you. I miss Rob, too. I miss Cellophane Square and zines and all the other stuff that was part of life before the battles in Seattle.

I love you.

I'll meet you soon. We've been bridged by a lightwave for too long.

Forever yours,

-- T

 

[Rainbow Dash]

Dear *Redacted*

You where my fiance.
We where going to get married and start a family.
But like a couple of months ago we broke up.
That was painful and it hurt.
We barely talk and message.
We have so much in common and I would be so happy if i can live the rest of my life with you.
I would be complete, happy, content.

Anyway I guess this is goodbye.
Sucks we left on mutual terms.
But oh well.

Wish you can read this before I leave so I can hear your voice one last time.

Goodbye,
- A Friend.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Dear Mum,

I miss you. I've missed you all my life. I wish you hadn't died so young. If God exists, I plan to tell them what a POS they are for taking you so soon.

I like to think you are in heaven with your parents and your friends and eventually, with my Dad. I like to believe you are happy there. But, I'm not sure.

If I suicide, I may not get to ever meet you properly. I'm not sure that's enough for me to struggle in this life though. I hope you can forgive me. I love you.

 

[Tumblewillow]

Dear x,

I wish I understood you better at the time. And I wish you understood me, too. I wish we communicated better, I was trying very hard but it feels like you never met me in the middle. If I wasn't so depressed would you have tried? Or did you think there was no point trying with me anymore because I was going to die anyway?

I never meant to scare you. I get so mad at myself, filled with hatred for me and then you and then me again. I don't want any hate in me. I love you. I love you more than I've loved anyone. Just being in your presence I couldn't stop smiling.

I know I was just a blip in your life. A weight to cut off. I hope yours got better.
My life was so miserable that my times with you were the best I ever had. You were the only good person in my life. Isn't that sad? Maybe that's why it's so hard to let go. I'm sorry I leaned on you too much. I wish I had known and understood. I'll never not hate myself. You didn't deserve that weight.

It feels like everything I do is still for you. I want to learn to cook vegetarian meals incase you come back, I want to drive so I can take you everywhere, I want to get better so you don't have to worry, I still save songs incase you come back so I can share them with you. When I laugh I hear part of yours in mine and wince. But we haven't spoken in 8 years now. That's the same amount of time we knew eachother, isn't that so odd?

I know we'll probably never meet again and that's for the best, I know I need to let go. I'm sure no matter how far I go a piece of me will always belong to you anyway. Love is so horrible but I love you anyway.. and always.

L