Venting Wow I am so ready to die. There has been a massive shift in the last 5 months.

[VoidDesirer22]

Never been more ready to die. I would die tonight if I could.

The acronym "asap" really does apply completely.

If you see me around here in May it means something catastrophic has gone wrong.

 

[ineedtoctb]

I definitely feel the same way. Every day for me feels like that movie Ground hog Day. I can't continue on like this.

 

[VoidDesirer22]

I definitely feel the same way. Every day for me feels like that movie Ground hog Day. I can't continue on like this.

I am definitely trapped in a cycle. No doubt about that. The same habits, bad traits, everything is a flat circle.

 

[onlyanimalsaregood]

Same :(

 

[ineedtoctb]

I am definitely trapped in a cycle. No doubt about that. The same habits, bad traits, everything is a flat circle.

I can relate. This repetitive loop is enough to drive anyone insane.

 

[VoidDesirer22]

I can relate. This repetitive loop is enough to drive anyone insane.

I have completely ceased fooling myself that there is any way out but death. And believe me, I tried. I really did. Sometimes you just sit on the end of the bed with your body slumped, realizing the true cause is your defective brain. I only see one solution.

 

[ineedtoctb]

I have completely ceased fooling myself that there is any way out but death. And believe me, I tried. I really did. Sometimes you just sit on the end of the bed with your body slumped, realizing the true cause is your defective brain. I only see one solution.

So relatable! I tried to come up with other solutions but unfortunately the only way I see it is to ctb. I've made too many irreversible mistakes. & not to mention It's rather hard to survive the way society is set up.

 

[VoidDesirer22]

So relatable! I tried to come up with other solutions but unfortunately the only way I see it is to ctb. I've made too many irreversible mistakes. & not to mention It's rather hard to survive the way society is set up.

For sure. More and more it feels like those with high negative emotion are being forced to the outskirts, being unable to cope with the sheer pace and competition being set. I seriously feel like I'm suffocating whenever I'm pretending to be an ordinary person who can manage this.

In this hyper consumerist individualistic world, isolation is becoming a social trend. Japan is leading the pack, but many countries are not far behind.

 

[ineedtoctb]

It's Suffocating for sure. Every event in the media has me feeling like this life is a sci-fi movie. Can you Imagine 5 years down the line when we are all socializing within a meta verse not leaving our houses and getting delivery every day. I'll be happy once I'm free from this existence. So tired of forcing myself to work, sleep, eat etc.

 

[Baatz]

Can you Imagine 5 years down the line when we are all socializing within a meta verse not leaving our houses and getting delivery every day.

This sounds like hell to me.

 

[rationaltake]

I have completely ceased fooling myself that there is any way out but death. And believe me, I tried. I really did. Sometimes you just sit on the end of the bed with your body slumped, realizing the true cause is your defective brain. I only see one solution.

I understand. I'm exactly the same.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you are suffering, I also want to leave this world more than anything, all that I want is to fall asleep and never wake again. I have never wanted to live. To me, life is just so pointless and unnecessary. It hurts me being alive. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[Journeytoletgo]

I'm sorry you're in so much pain in my case isolation will kill me eventually I been in a state of permanent depression and now I'm completely numb where I adapted to depression, I can't even cry anymore