wouldnt you want to be friends with the person you're performing a suicide pact with?

[notevenhere]

hey, sasu. so, i won't disclose who they are, but someone messaged me here and we're meeting up on my birthday, we'll do it in the hotel room via SN poisoning.

i was wondering, if you were in my position: would you prefer to be good friends with them first? or just be besties online? i guess not because of legal repercussions but in my home country nothing matters, rapists can get away with anything, murderers, even so like, even a digital footprint of me asking for a suicide pact on discord doesn't really scare me...

anyways, this person is a stranger to me, my birthday is two weeks from now, i just text this person when i check the site which isnt always, like once every breakdown - which is actually happening more often now, glad i will ctb soon. <3

have you had your own suicide pact before? even just online, webcam on, and one succeeds, you don't? or you chicken out the last minute and don't show up at meeting up. any advice and what i should look out for? thanks in advance.

update: nevermind. they decided not to. came up with a reason and idc if its real or not, just sucks. oh, well. got my hopes up i would be able to NOT be alone in my last moments.

 

[leloyon]

Yes, I would. That's been one of the big turn-offs regarding the partners thread for me, I don't just wanna meet up with anyone. I'd rather actually make friends with someone, preferably meeting offline during this friendship, and then do it one day. Read a fanfic where that happened, actually, and felt like shit for the next day cuz I knew I'd never have that.

 

[Nothing Left]

I wouldn't do it because I struggle to commit to anything and I can't in good conscious promise someone that I will die with them, and then have them do it without me.

 

[Nadienobody]

Of course I would. I'd never do it with someone I don't trust or I don't care about. My dream would be becoming very close to my partner, not necessarily in a romantic way, but I want to feel a conection and make sure we both want the same thing. Also trying to have the best time possible in our final moments. But that's just a fantasy, in reality I'll probably do it alone.

 

[Dejected 55]

The trick in all things is... how to find someone you can trust to be who they appear to be. I mean, if you're trying to die, I guess you're less scared of being killed maybe... but you could be killed in a painful terrible way and not at a time of your choosing... and that wouldn't be good or peaceful.

Being alone sucks... the possibility of not being alone in death is attractive... but then, I feel like if I was going to be able to connect with someone for that, why can't I connect with someone to live? I've never been able to do that, so it seems highly unlikely to be able to do it in death either. But I try anyway, in futility so far... but I try.

 

[DeeDog]

Tricky question. I don't know. The problem is that if I didn't care about them, if they were a stranger, I think I'd rather be alone. But if I did know them, and I watched them die, I would feel probably really really bad in my last moments if we did it together.

But best case scenario, it would be with a romantic partner. Someone I'd loved for a while and known for longer. Falling asleep on his chest as he guides me into an endless sleep. I don't expect that to happen, but it would be nice.

 

[InTheAbyss]

At the very least I'd want to get to know the person and be sure I was comfortable with them first.

 

[TBONTB]

hey, sasu. so, i won't disclose who they are, but someone messaged me here and we're meeting up on my birthday, we'll do it in the hotel room via SN poisoning.

i was wondering, if you were in my position: would you prefer to be good friends with them first? or just be besties online? i guess not because of legal repercussions but in my home country nothing matters, rapists can get away with anything, murderers, even so like, even a digital footprint of me asking for a suicide pact on discord doesn't really scare me...

anyways, this person is a stranger to me, my birthday is two weeks from now, i just text this person when i check the site which isnt always, like once every breakdown - which is actually happening more often now, glad i will ctb soon. <3

have you had your own suicide pact before? even just online, webcam on, and one succeeds, you don't? or you chicken out the last minute and don't show up at meeting up. any advice and what i should look out for? thanks in advance.

update: nevermind. they decided not to. came up with a reason and idc if its real or not, just sucks. oh, well. got my hopes up i would be able to NOT be alone in my last moments.

Yeah, maybe it's bad, maybe it's good. That a lot of trust to place in a stranger.

Sorry it didn't work out though