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howunfortunateforme

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Oct 2, 2024
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If you had serious vision issues and insane insomnia would you ctb?
 
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wren-briar

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Jul 1, 2024
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I'm absurdly nearsighted (not safe to drive with the best perscription available) and -for myself- this isn't a reason to CTB. If I couldn't function on my own because it gets worse, then it might be a reason -for me.

I've dealt with insomnia (nightmare driven) for at least a decade now. Again -for me- it wasn't a reason, in and of itself.

That said, the reason that I'm going to be CTB soon is because of what supposed MH "professionals" systemically did to me, supposed "treatments" that only made my situation worse and worse and worse, until a specific pivot point (for the full and detailed account read https://wrenbriar.gitlab.io/) I've woken up with nightmares related to that specific pivot point almost every single day since (and there was a really weird medical situation that led me to not sleep enough to hit REM for almost a month, and then I was declared braindead for 2.5 days; discounting that medical situations, I've been woken up by the nightmares every single day since). While I wouldn't CTB because of the nightmares, I am CTB because of the pivot point event and every single one of those nightmares remind me of exactly why I now longer fit in this f'd up world!
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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That sounds so horrific to me, I see it as so cruel how there's all this suffering in this existence, personally I'd always prefer to not exist no matter what, all I hope for is to never exist again, I'm so tired of suffering in this painful existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel. But anyway I wish you the best.
 
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howunfortunateforme

Experienced
Oct 2, 2024
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That sounds so horrific to me, I see it as so cruel how there's all this suffering in this existence, personally I'd always prefer to not exist no matter what, all I hope for is to never exist again, I'm so tired of suffering in this painful existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel. But anyway I wish you the best.
It's too much after waking up 4 hours of sleep in complete pain im
Ready to just end it. I need sn to get here stat
If I had the balls I'd jump
In front of a train right now
 
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frailcoffee

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Oct 13, 2024
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If you had serious vision issues and insane insomnia would you ctb?
I have both. luckily my vision isn't as bad but I'm only now getting 4-5 hours of sleep everyday and waking up is so painful no matter how hard I try to sleep. I will ctb soon
 
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howunfortunateforme

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Oct 2, 2024
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I have both. luckily my vision isn't as bad but I'm only now getting 4-5 hours of sleep everyday and waking up is so painful no matter how hard I try to sleep. I will ctb soon
Same what a sad ending all tbose out there sleeping and healthy used to be me untkl
I was polydrugged
 
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