Would you write a final letter and blame someone for your ctb

[Weary Soul]

<3

 

[Arthaniel]

I want to write a letter in which I will rather apologize to her and try to explain that she should not blame herself for it, although she is the reason ...

 

[Jumper Geo]

No the person who ruined my life died when I was 11 years old but I would have told him face to face if he was alive.

Cheers

Geo

 

[Time to fly]

I want to write a letter in which I will rather apologize to her and try to explain that she should not blame herself for it, although she is the reason ...

That is very honourable, tip my imaginary top hat to you

 

[Lordsudbury]

No.

My ex did cause my permanent brain injuries and others have hurt me in unbelievable ways, but, I am not perfect, I have hurt people too (although not to the extent I was damaged).

I feel as though if I were to write a letter like that, it would make me just like him, ie, leaving a legacy of pain in my wake.

I am not sure that he actually feels pain. I suspect he is a sociopath; however, that is not who I am or who I ever want to be. And ultimately, this is my choice, no one else's - so the only person to blame is me.

I want to move on without regret, anger, hate, etc. I want to go with peace in my heart if I can.

I feel this 100% too, including the brain damage. It's so hard to deal with.

Very noble

 

[muffin222]

No. Unpopular opinion, but I don't believe that other people alone can make us kill ourselves. I think there are underlying vulnerabilities and risk factors at play for suicidal people

 

[sadbadpsychogirl]

even if it really was someone's fault there is no dignity in placing blame on others.

 

[Arthaniel]

That is very honourable, tip my imaginary top hat to you

I can't imagine being able to do otherwise, I know it will be hard for her and she is still the love of my life. she must know that I am not doing her out of spite and have no regrets

 

[Time to fly]

No the person who ruined my life died when I was 11 years old but I would have told him face to face if he was alive.

Cheers

Geo

Sorry to hear that...I think it's better not to say anything,.also the world famous jumper geo posted a reply I'm like almost famous now

 

[Jumper Geo]

Sorry to hear that...I think it's better not to say anything,.also the world famous jumper geo posted a reply I'm like almost famous now

Jesus I'm not famous, lol but I would in my case have a face to face but fait ruined that for me.

Cheers

Geo

 

[SadJessu]

No, no one deserves to carry that weight, plus the decision to ctb is yours alone, no one else is responsible for your actions or free will.

 

[Time to fly]

No, no one deserves to carry that weight, plus the decision to ctb is yours alone, no one else is responsible for your actions or free will.

Totally agree...

Jesus I'm not famous, lol but I would in my case have a face to face but fait ruined that for me.

Cheers

Geo

I wish I had any kind of face..thank God for the internet and not having to show people this ugly mug

 

[PointlessStruggle]

I've been tempted to do that but I always start to feel bad and stop. I feel like people would just think its a dumb thing to be miserable over anyways and mock me after I died if I gave a reason

 

[Time to fly]

I've been tempted to do that but I always start to feel bad and stop. I feel like people would just think its a dumb thing to be miserable over anyways and mock me after I died if I gave a reason

I think it's better to go in peace in your heart..if you can't say anything nice then just stay quiet and go...