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hereornot

hereornot

Freedom
May 16, 2024
274
If you didn't have many more days, and the resources you would have to avoid this were taken away and unlikely to recover before succumbing, would you take the bus immediately or languish for days until you reach the same destination?
 
Labyrinth

Labyrinth

There is no escaping the burden of existence
Jan 8, 2024
217
If I were destined to die and they came to take away my resources to alleviate my suffering in death, would I wait to die naturally or would I kill myself immediately? I don't know, it depends on the circumstances; how heavy this suffering is and how viability was hampered.
 
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AbsurdAbyss

AbsurdAbyss

Lost, broken, empty, fragmented.
Mar 4, 2024
113
i don't think it'd make much of a difference to me anyway - life is torture and death is never achieved without it. i'd still choose to ctb if i could.
 
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chester

Experienced
Aug 1, 2024
257
I would wait. I'm a lazy person, I'd be glad I don't have to do it myself.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,542
Nothing is guaranteed except the final destination for every being Death. Death is the only guarantee for all. Every human will die anyway. I feel I have to take the route that will lead me to the least pain to death / non-existence forever.

What is in question is how much suffering and pain will I have to go through until I reach certain Death anyway.

Do I want to suffer for years and be tortured and then tortured to Death anyway or use a suicide method that will be be quick and painless? I'm going to die either way.

To me it's logical rational to minimize suffering and pain and problems.

any day any hour I choose to remain alive I risk something horrible happening to me , some constant unbearable pain, extreme suffering, stroke accident brain damage for example, some trap , some unsurmountable problem surfacing.

If I have a method ready to go for example a shotgun method that has a 99% chance of killing me instantly no pain . That is logical to do it today because it could prevent something horrible happening tomorrow , some painful disease or parasite or accident like burning in a fire , stroke etc . To me there is no rational reason to wait . I would need to do it today

To me Death/ non-existence is the greatest gift I could receive . All my problems solved instantly and forever .Non-existence forever = No problems no pain no suffering no bad memories ever . What could be better?. I can't suffer after I die so I'm safe finally.

The only problem is that I will suffer until I get to Death . I don't want to suffer extremely so I need to kill myself soon
 
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grungy自殺

grungy自殺

Better to cease
Jan 9, 2024
152
It really does depend on how everything is acting out around me

If i wasn't given any other option (my main primary ones are poisoning by sn, overdosing on opioids and shooting by shotgun)

I would go as far to try out methods that considered painful but still have a rate of success
 
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Soupster

Soupster

Chasing dreams, catching nightmares
Aug 14, 2024
184
I would wait. I'm a lazy person, I'd be glad I don't have to do it myself.
I mean... I relate to this more than I care to admit. Lol.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,946
I'd personally always prefer to not exist no matter what, I'd never wish to suffer in this existence that just caused me pain in the first place and was always so undesirable. For me waiting just means more suffering, simply just being awake is so tiring and dreadful to me which is why I only hope for eternal nothingness where all is forgotten about.
 
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hereornot

hereornot

Freedom
May 16, 2024
274
Quero sofrer por anos e ser torturado e depois torturado até a morte de qualquer maneira ou usar um método de suicídio que seja rápido e indolor? Vou morrer de qualquer maneira.

Do I want to suffer for years and be tortured and then tortured to Death anyway or use a suicide method that will be be quick and painless? I'm going to die either way.
That's exactly the point.
 
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