Nothing is guaranteed except the final destination for every being Death. Death is the only guarantee for all. Every human will die anyway. I feel I have to take the route that will lead me to the least pain to death / non-existence forever.
What is in question is how much suffering and pain will I have to go through until I reach certain Death anyway.
Do I want to suffer for years and be tortured and then tortured to Death anyway or use a suicide method that will be be quick and painless? I'm going to die either way.
To me it's logical rational to minimize suffering and pain and problems.
any day any hour I choose to remain alive I risk something horrible happening to me , some constant unbearable pain, extreme suffering, stroke accident brain damage for example, some trap , some unsurmountable problem surfacing.
If I have a method ready to go for example a shotgun method that has a 99% chance of killing me instantly no pain . That is logical to do it today because it could prevent something horrible happening tomorrow , some painful disease or parasite or accident like burning in a fire , stroke etc . To me there is no rational reason to wait . I would need to do it today
To me Death/ non-existence is the greatest gift I could receive . All my problems solved instantly and forever .Non-existence forever = No problems no pain no suffering no bad memories ever . What could be better?. I can't suffer after I die so I'm safe finally.
The only problem is that I will suffer until I get to Death . I don't want to suffer extremely so I need to kill myself soon