Would you still be suicidal if you woke up a multi billionaire tomorrow?

[Rachel74]

Yes it would just give me the means to buy N

I'd also buy it for folks that needed it but then is it easy to get even if you are loaded.

 

[Yorkshire91]

I'd also buy it for folks that needed it but then is it easy to get even if you are loaded.

Good idea. Be a lot easier than when you're skint lol. If I couldn't get it online easily enough I'd take myself to which ever country I could get it with least hassle.

 

[Rachel74]

Good idea. Be a lot easier than when you're skint lol. If I couldn't get it online easily enough I'd take myself to which ever country I could get it with least hassle.

I'd buy a vets and get it that way.

 

[c824767]

no it would help with everything

 

[Yorkshire91]

I'd buy a vets and get it that way.

Even better :)

 

[Jean Améry]

A 'multi billionaire' no less, lol. Millionaire would be quite sufficient, wouldn't it?

The question should be rephrased: can your problems be solved with money or not?

 

[Skry]

I think money would make me happy for a while, but I think it would end up dying from an overdose.

 

[rue]

yes, i'd be really happy and relaxed because it would be easier to ctb peacefully. it wouldn't be hard to buy N at all or even have euthanasia. maybe i'd live a couple more years, do something fun and then have a peaceful death. good life is for the rich and so is good death, huh. not surprising...

 

[Squiddy]

I'd be happy, but still suicidal because this brain fog and mental illness can't be fixed by money

 

[welshie84]

Doubt it. Would buy a private island. Live on my own. I'm allergic to people. Society makes me very depressed. The rat race. Work to live.

 

[Kiwi]

I think I'd hang around and set up my family well. I guess I'd actually be able to pay for decent medical and professional care too which would be great. I'd move my only friend closer to me and maybe one of my brothers too so I had family support closer to home.

 

[LuzurPhagget]

Yes. I would still be a retarded, insecure, anxious mess too afraid to leave the house.

 

[Pykul]

Would only need millions. If I could solve the monetary issues, I could start over.

 

[jesse]

I would be rapidly more suicidal, as having to work for a living occupies my time. I am already "well off" and it hasn't helped much.

 

[Voy]

all I can think of is it make easier for me to ctb, access to better methods

 

[AverageJoe9]

I'd still ctb as my reasons are beyond just money but saying that, being a billionaire would give me the opportunity to travel the world and do the things I've always wanted before peacefully checking out

 

[sleepy dog]

I would hire a great attorney, buy some land, quickly build a house, pay somebody to source some N, store it safely and hidden, and then live well. After getting my fill of that lifestyle I would take the N where I choose and with my attorney and a doctor there to make sure things go right. I would have made a trust to use the remaining money to fund an organization that would fight for every human's right to die just because they choose to, including the mentally ill who are discriminated against. It would also operate a facility in a country that would allow it to operate legally to assist people to die by using N or a new improved version of a suicide drug.

 

[C_F]

I'd also buy it for folks that needed it but then is it easy to get even if you are loaded.

Then people would go around here saying, "I got N from R" haha

 

[CursedForDisaster]

I'd have more distractions but I will always hate myself, it would either buy me time or drive me closer to death

 

[Sweet emotion]

Of course I would be. None of that money would be able to cure the physical illnesses I have that is the highest ranking pain condition in medical history. Money can't buy happiness if you are suffering physically or mentally or in my case both due to this illness. But I'd hang around a bit longer so I could give all the money to my mother.

 

[RightToExit]

Money cant buy happiness, but would you feel inclined to live longer?

Yes, wealth does play a role. I'm obsessed with my right to die, but not keen on dying any particular time. If I had lots more money, there would be a long list of things I would still want to do first, but at some point I'd still want to die without suffering pointlessly.

If I could choose between becoming a billionaire or having the actual N legally in my cupboard, I'd choose the N over the billions. So depressing that it's illegal, it costs so little to produce.

 

[MeltingHeart]

100 per cent no- yet it would allow me the best quality drugs to do it- know that I can leave all the money behind to my friends and/ or a good charity.

 

[Moonstruck]

Yes. Money would solve a lot of problems and allow me to live life more the way I wanted. Plus, having extra income to donate to save animals and children would make me so happy. I always feel bad when I can't afford to donate at stores. I'd love to be able to give some money to homeless people who genuinely need it too.

 

[Strangeasangels]

Absolutely not. I am depressed because of my circumstances.

I am over 50 and have a job that i have been slowly pushed out of. I have a new boss who seems to want to stop a lot of the things that I put in motion which makes me feel very insecure about my job which once made me very happy.

I find people are selfish and cold. It is hard to find a compassionate human being in the world.

My parents are dead. My siblings are alive but they are horrible human beings.

My cat brings me joy. That's about it but she is 10 and Cats don't live forever. If I were to lose her that would be the end of me.

I fell hard for someone in my orbit who I knew through a business relationship (I was a client). Long story but I thought potentially it was mutual but we had a disagreement related to finances and now its over and I am back to feeling hopeless about relationship potential... .and sad about how all that went down and wondering if it was ever mutual or if I'm just crazy.

I have good friends but they are far away. They don't know how deeply depressed I am.

I have student loan debt collectors stalking me for loans I took out more than 20 years ago. I cannot include them in bankruptcy because of stupid laws. I owe more than twice of what I borrowed and went into default when I was taking care of my dying mother ten years ago... I know there is no way I will be able to pay it off in my lifetime.

I was very sick twice this year and went through it alone. It set me back financially and I have thousands in debt.

A billion dollars would make the above either no longer relevant or less overwhelming. I know I would not be suicidal with that much money... Money comes pretty close to buying happiness...

 

[Icarus]

Yes. Money does not matter when the whole world inside of you dies.

 

[Sunset Limited]

Fuck billions. Give me 200.000 dolar and watch me!!!

 

[Fallen_From_Grace]

Yes, I would be able to get myself the help I needed and be able to cover all the basics for me to be able to survive happily.

 

[Susan Caswell]

Money cant buy happiness, but would you feel inclined to live longer?

No not for me I would still want to go due to crippling deafening tinnitus would you still want to x

 

[Sans]

Maybe I'd be happier since I would be able to improve my situation. But I long for friendship and romance, neither of which I seem to be able to get.

 

[erehbus]

Probable yes, but I don't know.

I do earn a reasonably large amount of money and my family has always been well-off. I've never felt money was an issue.

But maybe if I had one billion dollars I could stop and think about my life, instead of hating myslef everyday, all day. Maybe I could go to therapy more often, see my doctor more often, go to the gym instead of working 20h a day. But at the same time, working 20h a day and not thinking is what has kept me here so far. So i really don't know.