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stepanch1k

stepanch1k

“It’s over buddy boyos”
May 26, 2026
8
I don't really believe that ctb is worth it, Sometimes when you're in a really dark place mentally it can feel like the only option, but then you just force yourself into sleep and wake up on the next day like nothing happened. I feel like I'd rather just give up on life and play video games for the rest of my life than just end it all, also I still have some people to take revenge on. Of course my life situation is relatively easy compared to others, so I'd like to hear your thoughts on it.
 
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Bishop

Bishop

This is the way
Mar 24, 2024
325
There's no right or wrong. Most people here are pro choice. So that whatever choice one decides is up to them. I too have a revenge aspect, as I want to be alive to see my father that I detest die first. I won't give him the pleasure of out lasting me. Muahahaha.
 
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supremacyofdeath

supremacyofdeath

Member
Apr 16, 2025
63
i think dying by your own hand is a very courageous and respectable thing to do. living until you eventually just pass naturally is very cowardly.
that being said i am indeed, a coward.
 
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stepanch1k

stepanch1k

“It’s over buddy boyos”
May 26, 2026
8
i think dying by your own hand is a very courageous and respectable thing to do. living until you eventually just pass naturally is very cowardly.
that being said i am indeed, a coward.
Same), but I think roping without taking revenge on those who hurt you is pussy behavior
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
4,293
Sometimes when you're in a really dark place mentally it can feel like the only option, but then you just force yourself into sleep and wake up on the next day like nothing happened.
This does not work for everyone. Some people wake up just as depressed as when they went to sleep. Some people wake up feeling worse.
I feel like I'd rather just give up on life and play video games for the rest of my life than just end it all
Sitting around playing video games is not a satisfying existence for everyone. Video games also do not always overcome the negativity in people's lives.
also I still have some people to take revenge on.
On a personal note, my death is my revenge.

Some people simply do not want to continue existing or are in a far worse situation that causes them daily strife. People kill themselves because they are pushed far pat their breaking point and some genuinely have no out.
 
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d-tea

d-tea

Member
Apr 7, 2024
97
I'd rather suffer for the rest of my life than hurt those around me by messing up in any way and not acting "healthy". That being said, while I am still not happy, I feel so much better now than I did for the majority of my life so I can't actually speak for when things get unbearable, again. I hope they won't. If they start getting really bad, I will try to get help.
I should be getting help right now but oh well.
 
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