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snooperdooper

snooperdooper

Student
Jan 27, 2024
151
As the title suggests. If you have the instant, painless suicide then you fade off into nothingness forever and for all of eternity. But the other option means you continue to live with all your depression stripped away. If you're disabled, you get instantly cured. If you're having financial troubles you have enough to get up off your feet and make a life. If you're trans you become your idealized body. What do you think?
 
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popcornheart

popcornheart

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Dec 22, 2021
20
atp i think i would finally rather just cure my depression and have my idealized body. but i also need a new roof. there is so much pain in the world, too...so, what about others? i would want the same for them, too. to have their ailments cured. or, at the very least, accommodated.
 
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kunikuzushi

kunikuzushi

sause
Jan 24, 2023
625
My depression isn't caused by circumstances, so it can't be cured. It's from the fact that existence comes with guaranteed suffering, completely out of my control and with no limits to how bad it can get. So I would choose instant painless death.
 
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HopeNotLong

Member
Aug 22, 2025
21
Death!! non-existence, please. I would just hope that anyone affected by it would be okay.
 
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TBONTB

Enlightened
May 31, 2025
1,114
If my circumstances and depression could be cured, I would definitely take that answer. But of course, there's no miracle out there.
 
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kuniwan

kuniwan

im so lucky it makes me sick
Oct 22, 2023
21
I would choose the depression cure for sure! A lot of my feelings stems from a general dissatisfaction in life and the way I need to work within the system
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,824
If the circumstances could be reversed or resolved, then I would be with my partner for life.
 
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Like_the_Angel

Like_the_Angel

Member
May 3, 2025
40
Absolutely death
 
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chek

Member
Aug 30, 2025
30
Death. I just don't like living
 
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strawberry931

Member
Aug 23, 2025
76
I would rather my circumstances be different, but that's impossible in my situation.
 
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qewpie

qewpie

bedbound, bouncing, broken
Aug 3, 2025
159
death bc i would still kill myself later if cured. the world isn't really on a path of healing
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,344
by far i would rather have a painless instant Death

Non-existence forever is the ultimate perfection

there is book of reasons in general not just my horrible life .

eternal non-existence is the only guarantee of never suffering so badly it's a trillion times worse than one can imagine. That's why i say permanent non-existence is the only perfection. non-existence forever is the only thing with zero pain , zero suffering , zero problems

while alive in this horrible evil world Any human or other animal is constantly under threats of something horrible happening accidents, diseases, brain stroke, parasites, attacks, kidnapping torture, injustice oppression, injustice, bullying, lies, scams, extreme torture, unbearable pain something going wrong with some organ or process in the body , more.

additionally you have to always be a slave of the body and mind and to society others etc , having to work , chores , feed al the time , find shelter

constant unbearable pain is a billion times worse than one can imagine

there is nothing worth even 3 seconds of the worst pain to me much less hours of the worst constant pain or years of it.

1 micro second after my brain dies it's non-existence forever the ultimate bliss

life has tortured a trillion trilion beings , trillions this year just the fish and many animals for example . just fish for example can suffer intense pain humans torture at least a trillion fish a year for 22 minutes of intense pain as the article below shows. but life and this world has tortured billions of humans too. i worked in a nursing home . it's hell .



i just listed some reasons why life and this world are evil. there is much more i haven't even posted on this website and no one has put it all together but it's evil beyond belief reasons on top of reasons evil on top of evil. i choose not to partake in life activities . i consider me consciously "enjoying" myself condoning this evil and all the torture that life and this world has perpetrated on me and trillions of sentient animals including billions of humans, i consider me consciously doing a "pleasurable" addictions a vote for pro-life and of course addicts me more to that activity and wastes my time i could be getting my suicide method and plan ready to go.

i wrote thing on this website that i think maybe some on this site might understand. but no one seems to understand several things like the thing i keep saying about pain is really a billion times worse than one can remember or imagine. idt what the normies would think of these things i wrote on this post and other things probably just try to get me put in jail or mental hospital or ban me from . but there's much more that i can't write even on here because if no one understands that pain really is a bilion times worse than you can remember or imagine ...

i'm not a fish . i have consciousness . although imo they do too. but i have knowledge i learned through research and can realize i have to and want to kill myself. i aquired the means , one chance to get to non-existence and out of this hell . and i will take it .

i choose my Death asap
 
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wolfpaxhd

wolfpaxhd

Student
Aug 30, 2025
128
Its a 50/50 for me, death doesn't sound bad sometimes, even in the rare cases i get happy.
 
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dearlydeparted44

Specialist
May 21, 2025
330
Death. I don't belong here. This life is hell, and I don't see being better positioned in it as a good thing.
 
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WallTermite

WallTermite

Student
Aug 16, 2025
115
I would rather die. I have dreamt of having kids. If my depression is cured that means I will probably have kids, and they don't deserve to suffer from this stupid fucking world. So the cycle will just repeat.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,188
All I want is to cease existing painlessly, in fact if it's up to me I'd choose to permanently erase this futile, cruel and torturous existence so it's like I never suffered at all, for me existence will always be the problem no matter what.

My wish to die is not any kind of illness rather it's a response to the abomination of existence that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured until non-existence takes away all anyway and I find it so deeply undesirable to exist, existence feels like a mistake to me and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this cruelty, harm and suffering as a result, for me only non-existence could ever be positive, I'll only be at peace in non-existence.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,360
Death. Who's to say more problems won't materialise in future?
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
7,511
I know I would rather have a painless, instant death than to live the rest of my life coping even though good times, because good times and pleasure are fleeting with potential for worse times and suffering that will ensue. Furthermore, I would rather be in control of my ultimate fate, when, where, and how I die rather than allowing external forces to dictate my sentience.
 
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theboy

theboy

Illuminated
Jul 15, 2022
3,416
I don't know
Waking up for another day in this life... Mmm... No thanks
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
4,017
Instant death. Happy life, sad life. It does not matter to me. The issue is that I am alive at all.
 
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dust-in-the-wind

dust-in-the-wind

Animal Lover
Aug 24, 2024
927
I would choose curing my major depressive disorder only because I have felt joy in the past when my meds worked and it made me feel life was worth living.
 
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thelostautistic

Arcanist
Jul 31, 2025
451
I'd rather have the painless instant death. I'm so tired of existing. I just don't belong in this world
 
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jag1

Member
Aug 31, 2025
36
Painless instant death. This life sucks
 
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Manga

Manga

Member
Aug 30, 2025
8
Painless instant death. This life sucks
ive always felt like this world and society is a bigger issue then my mental health
i cant interact with people without assuming theyre all pretending to care and '' and it will get better someday, it never does
im unable to have any friends or relationships no matter how hard i try
 
INYGTRMTFMO

INYGTRMTFMO

I Need Your Grace To Remind Me To Find My Own
May 1, 2025
209
Life would be bearable if I weren't so *bad* at it and I didn't get so hurt by my inadequacies.

If I could cure my depression, I would in a heartbeat. I don't think the other things wrong with me can be "fixed", but if I weren't depressed, I'd at least be able to cope with my brokeness.
 
usernamesarehard

usernamesarehard

Life sucks and then you die
Dec 22, 2021
308
Death. A part of my reason is loneliness. I just don't think it's possible to fix that even with magic. Ultimately things happen and people leave, it's a fact of life. Part is also because I feel rejected by society. And I just can't see that changing, again even with magic. All of my other issues though could be fixed with magic and if that was the case then I guess I'd choose life.
 
Spectre

Spectre

I am serious about not taking things seriously
Nov 27, 2023
316
Instant cure
 
snooperdooper

snooperdooper

Student
Jan 27, 2024
151
Okay so I counted all the replies and right now it's 9-16 in favor of instant painless nothingness. I thought it would be much more lopsided than that.
 
WeepingWorm

WeepingWorm

negative value
Jun 30, 2025
58
Curing the circumstances of my depression would mean me being a completely different person altogether. It wouldn't be me anymore. So it doesn't matter, really.
 
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kopebaldy

Dovahkiin
Jul 5, 2025
420
Friend, my circumstance is life in general, how the hell do I cure that shit?

I'll take instant death thank you very much.
 
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