My best friend knows about my plan and is supporting me. He's sad as hell about it, but we have weird afterlife beliefs so he truly believes I'm just hurrying to a much better existence. We met up online 5 years ago, and we've only hung out in person on 3 occasions, but he's still the best friend a person could have. I'm struggling with this very question...he wants to "be there" with me on skype when I go and he candidly admits that its more for his closure than my comfort. I think I'd prefer to go alone, but how can I not allow him in one last time? He paid for my fucking SN, and he did it despite the fact that he doesn't want me to go.