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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
Yup. I'd be embarrassed

Would you ctb if you had to eat cheese with every meal everyday for the rest of your life?
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,405
Nah, I would quite enjoy that in fact, though just finding the cheese could get tiresome.

Would you CTB if you found out that you are guaranteed to get heartbroken in the next few years in a way that you will never be able to recover from?
 
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Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
Yup. That sounds awful

Would you ctb if the only way you could would be to be crushed to death in a falling building?
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,405
Probably not, because that seems impossible for me to be able to intentionally set up. Maybe if I happened to know of a building that was about to collapse I would attempt it then but in that case my survival instinct could very easily kick in.

Would you CTB if you could only eat plain white bread and drink only tap water?
 
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Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
Yup. I'd hate to have a diet like that lol

Would you ctb if the only way you could would be to starve?
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,405
Probably not, though the fasting for SN will likely feel like starving anyway but then again unlike SN it can take weeks to actually die from starvation...

Would you CTB if you spent thousands of dollars to take a year long boot camp that's supposed to teach you computer-related skills and guarantee you a high-paying job but midway through the course you become completely overwhelmed by the work and left behind?
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
No I wouldn't.

Would you ctb if you owed $30,000 from going to college but had no job, couldn't pay it back, and the loan was increasing in interest so much it doubled every two years?
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,405
Yep

Would you CTB if you were an artist of some kind but your work keeps getting plagiarized by other people who you can't sue or complain about because they have a much bigger audience and influence than you do?
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
No

Would you ctb if you had tried to ctb with a shotgun but ended up only blowing off your entire face leaving a grotesque gaping pile of mangled meat with no eyes nose mouth chin or cheeks?
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,405
Definitely, I would at least want to finish the job if nothing else.

Would you CTB if your significant other tried to feed you to a witch?
 
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Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
If they managed to cause me harm from the witch, yes, if not, no and I'd try to feed them next lol

Would you ctb if you had to sing to a group of 1,000 people once every day?
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,405
I wouldn't mind, though it depends on what I'd have to sing exactly. I think the 1000 people would only be nerve wracking the first few times then I could get used to it so no I wouldn't CTB.

Would you CTB if it turned out vaping had its own long term health problems that are ultimately just as bad as smoking?
 
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Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
If it ends in suffering, yes, but if not, then no

Would you ctb if you had to put on a dance performance in front of 100,000 people every day?
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,405
Absolutely. My dancing is terrible.

Would you CTB if you knew that tomorrow your mind would be completely wiped and reset to have all your beliefs, opinions, and values become the opposite of what they are now?
 
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Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
Absolutely. My dancing is terrible.

Would you CTB if you knew that tomorrow your mind would be completely wiped and reset to have all your beliefs, opinions, and values become the opposite of what they are now?
(My dancing also sucks so I don't blame you lol)

Yup. I'd hate that

Would you ctb if you were a lead actor in a popular play and the whole world was watching?
 
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Celerity

Celerity

shape without form, shade without colour
Jan 24, 2021
2,810
(My dancing also sucks so I don't blame you lol)

Yup. I'd hate that

Would you ctb if you were a lead actor in a popular play and the whole world was watching?
No.
Would you CTB if your ex hooked up with your current crush?
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,405
I don't have an ex, but if I did that would honestly be kinda hot. I'd probably get mad still but not enough to ctb.

Would you ctb if your country gets run exactly the way you'd want it to be run only for it to end up even worse than it is now?
 
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Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
I'd be pretty pissed so yeah lol

Would you ctb if you were bullied all of your life by someone and they ended up becoming successful with a bunch of money and famous and loved by many?
 
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killedbypsychiatry

killedbypsychiatry

drugging kids is abuse
Jan 27, 2021
797
That has already happened to me but definitely wasn't what lead me to CTB. I just ignore that fucking narcissistic bitch.

would you CTB if you where confined to live in your house and never leave.
 
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Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
Yup

Would you ctb if you had to give all of your money away to someone you hate the most?
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,405
Definitely.

Would you ctb if all your favorite foods became illegal?
 
Lost10

Lost10

Member
Feb 24, 2021
80
No I wouldn't care.

Would you ctb if you found out that you were pregnant or going to be a father?
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,405
Hell no I wouldn't be so irresponsible as to leave a child fatherless even if I hate the mother or whatever other reason there can be. I'd probably only CTB if their mother doesn't want me in their life.

Would you CTB if you had to wear braces from this point on?
 
Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
No, though I'd be upset about it

Would you ctb if you became extremely nearsighted for the rest of your life?
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,405
No, I've been told I actually look better in glasses.

Would you CTB if you became albino?
 
Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
No

Would you ctb if you loss your sense of taste for 5 years?
 
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Lost10

Member
Feb 24, 2021
80
No it would be awesome for weight loss
Would you ctb if you were going to be rich by the end of the month?
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
No. That's one thing that would actually keep me alive even though my mental health sucks lol

Would you ctb if you went broke by the end of this year?
 
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Lost10

Lost10

Member
Feb 24, 2021
80
No. That's one thing that would actually keep me alive even though my mental health sucks lol

Would you ctb if you went broke by the end of this year?
Me too!
Yes that's actually why I have to. I'm disabled and need my insurance and meds plus a place to live. I'm about to lose them all.

Would you ctb if you became invisible?
 
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Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
Me too!
Yes that's actually why I have to. I'm disabled and need my insurance and meds plus a place to live. I'm about to lose them all.

Would you ctb if you became invisible?
(Damn that sucks. Being homeless would probably drive me to ctb honestly. I'm gonna try to give life a chance once more, but if it doesn't work, all options will be on the table)

Yup that'd suck

Would you ctb if after dying, you'd become a ghost?
 
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