Would you ctb if

[Crazy4u]

Would you ctb if you could choose a specific age and never grow up or get younger? What age would you choose?

 

[WorthlessTrash]

My problem isn't just about my age, so I would still CTB. Now if I could choose my physical appearance (biological sex, ethnicity, body type) and maybe age, then I might not need to CTB.

 

[.............]

I'd love to stay a kid forever. Being able to find joy in literally everything and anything during my childhood was something I'd do anything to feel again. I was so happy back then.

 

[pikku.tiikeri]

I would choose 22. It was when I first met the love of my life. I liked her when I first saw her, but I was hesitant to ask her out. We were working for the same company, and as luck would have it, we were placed in the same group for an internal training program. It was during this time she showed an interest in me, and I asked her out for a coffee after work. There was no looking back after that. We knew we were made for each other.

Now that she has left this world and has left me forever, I long so much for the time we first got together. That was such a blissful time.

I know she is not going to come back. She would surely come back for me if she could, but she can't. She is gone forever.

I just want to join her wherever she is now.

 

[Crazy4u]

My problem isn't just about my age, so I would still CTB. Now if I could choose my physical appearance (biological sex, ethnicity, body type) and maybe age, then I might not need to CTB.

Me too. Age alone is not the issue but being young forever helps

I'd love to stay a kid forever. Being able to find joy in literally everything and anything during my childhood was something I'd do anything to feel again. I was so happy back then.

That is an interesting response. I would like to be 31 forever. I had a rough childhood i am glad i have a bad memory

I would choose 22. It was when I first met the love of my life. I liked her when I first saw her, but I was hesitant to ask her out. We were working for the same company, and as luck would have it, we were placed in the same group for an internal training program. It was during this time she showed an interest in me, and I asked her out for a coffee after work. There was no looking back after that. We knew we were made for each other.

Now that she has left this world and has left me forever, I long so much for the time we first got together. That was such a blissful time.

I know she is not going to come back. She would surely come back for me if she could, but she can't. She is gone forever.

I just want to join her wherever she is now.

I am sorry to hear that. Thanks for sharing your story. She is a special person and you too

 

[FuneralCry]

I do not want to be any age, I do not want to exist at all. As long as you are alive you are capable of suffering. Being a different age would not change my views on life or would make me suffer less. Even when I was very young, I still did not want to live.

 

[Lullaby]

Sometimes I wish I could be a kid again, but then I remember my childhood was hell. I'm not really sure if there's any age I would pick to stay at, as I've struggled through every stage

I think the only thing I miss about being a child is that I could escape from everything without having to worry about responsibilities.

 

[Siterfau]

If I still had the choice to CTB if I change my mind, I might do it. Knowing me, I'd fuck it up, but it'd be interesting and weird to live life knowing that you essentially have no time-limit on anything you do.

 

[VoidDesirer22]

You scared me for a sec just by writing "never grow up" because it sounded like some eternity question again.

SS mtherfkers love the idea of eternity.

And, no, I want to return to the void.

 

[Afrod22]

I'd pick around age 25, I was fit, healthy, confident, and ready for the world. I was very happy back then.

 

[Catloaf]

I don't need to know how the title ends. The answer is yes

 

[ArcherFiles44]

Would you ctb if you could choose a specific age and never grow up or get younger? What age would you choose?

Sounds like being a vampire. 27

My problem isn't just about my age, so I would still CTB. Now if I could choose my physical appearance (biological sex, ethnicity, body type) and maybe age, then I might not need to CTB.

True

 

[stupid little girl]

I haven't liked myself at any age, so it doesn't matter which one I choose I'd still want to die.

 

[hungry_ghost]

Interesting question.

A lot of my anxiety and frustration stems from not having accomplished things I wanted to when I was younger, and feeling like I am too old for certain endeavors, or too old to "find love", so I think that I would have less of a desire to die, maybe for a little while.

 

[chocolatebar]

My main problem is related to my age, just like @pascha_ described. However, It's not just about me, but everything decaying. I get really sad when I see the people around me aging and becoming ill, when I see landscapes deteriorating, and a lot of things. Even if I didn't age, things would change in a bad way around me that would make me feel as old as if I aged together

 

[Crazy4u]

I think "no aging" could make us less more hopeful. It is easier to solve problems and achieve goals when we are younger and heathier