Would you be willing to pay all the money you have and give up all your possessions to obtain N ?

[l1f31spa1n]

Knowing that after ctb, it will no longer matter.

 

[cactusflower]

Yeah. If I had the other drugs in the protocol as well, to help with it : p

 

[FuneralCry]

For me personally a painless death is all I wish for, I just wish to peacefully cease existing and never suffer again, it'd bring me so much peace to have a death like never waking again and what comforts me about being dead is that nothing can matter to me and this painful, torturous existence that just brought me pain will all be forgotten about, I only hope for eternal nothingness.