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peanutcookie

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Jun 29, 2025
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Hi folks. First time posting but have been following along and reading for a while. I've one attempt about two years ago (don't bother trying to OD on ket, I just went for a trip through the solar system and woke up in a puddle of my own vomit).

I now have 600mg of diazepam and about 150ml of morphine sulphate oral solution. I've never taken either so have no tolerance. Would this be enough to ctb? I could have alcohol as well although alcohol always makes me feel better and/or sentimental and I chicken out.

Grateful for any thoughts! I don't think I could get SN where I am.
 
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wham311

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God I wish this shit worked
 
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If you could add methadone 200ml should be enough.
 
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peanutcookie

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Jun 29, 2025
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Wow ok, thank you for this. Very useful, if not disheartening 😕
God I wish this shit worked
Me too
If you could add methadone 200ml should be enough.
Thank you, I'll look into that
 

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