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Would it be enough to ctb?

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Chietal

Member
Sep 1, 2024
23
I'm using 5g olanzapine as an antiemetic and for it to depress my central nervous system, taking 1g diazepam and 15g of dihydrocodeine so I fall into respiratory failure while asleep in a coma.
 
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mehdone

Mortician
Oct 10, 2023
316
Overdoses are not a reliable way to go, at all. I'm sorry, but you are very likely to end up waking up- in a hospital.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Here are some threads with lots of info about OD:


 
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blago

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Aug 8, 2024
7
I tried a similar scheme recently. It is not painful because olanzapine puts you to sleep, yes. But it will not lead to ДТВ. And yes, you will most likely wake up in a hospital. They will put you into a medically induced coma, hook you up to air tubes. And whether you want it or not, they will treat you. After the tubes, you will most likely have double pneumonia (in addition to intoxication). Imagine how difficult the rehabilitation period will be. You will have to learn to walk, breathe, eat and do basics. You won't be able to wash yourself!

NB! In my country, the law requires medical professionals to send patients to state mental hospitals after an attempt. The conditions there are not the best, believe me, I only recently got out. So do a fact check, find out how the law works in your country.

That's my experience. And it's all because I chose the wrong method. So, think again. Learn from others' mistakes. I understand why you choose the easiest way to CTB, but think better. Really. Do you need this walk of shame?
 
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jolow1

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Apr 2, 2024
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I tried a similar scheme recently. It is not painful because olanzapine puts you to sleep, yes. But it will not lead to ДТВ. And yes, you will most likely wake up in a hospital. They will put you into a medically induced coma, hook you up to air tubes. And whether you want it or not, they will treat you. After the tubes, you will most likely have double pneumonia (in addition to intoxication). Imagine how difficult the rehabilitation period will be. You will have to learn to walk, breathe, eat and do basics. You won't be able to wash yourself!

NB! In my country, the law requires medical professionals to send patients to state mental hospitals after an attempt. The conditions there are not the best, believe me, I only recently got out. So do a fact check, find out how the law works in your country.

That's my experience. And it's all because I chose the wrong method. So, think again. Learn from others' mistakes. I understand why you choose the easiest way to CTB, but think better. Really. Do you need this walk of shame?
Would you tell us how much olanzapine you used? How long before you were found? Extra information would be incredibly useful. Thank you
 
Average Joe

Average Joe

Forsaken One
Nov 5, 2019
419
I'm sorry that you're thinking of overdosing, and I don't mean to dismiss your pain. But I do want to be honest. A combination like 5g olanzapine, 1g diazepam, and 15g dihydrocodeine doesn't guarantee death, only suffering.

Here's what usually happens instead of simply 'not waking up':
  • You might vomit most of it back up, especially with olanzapine or dihydrocodeine. If you're unconscious and vomit, you could choke or aspirate and die slowly from that.
  • The sedation and respiratory suppression might not kill you, but you could sustain permanent brain damage from lack of oxygen and be left with seizures, memory loss, or paralysis like some vegetable.
  • If you're found in time, you'll likely be given naloxone (to reverse opiates). These can snap you out of it, often violently, with pain, vomiting, and mental confusion.
  • You could wake up in intensive care, restrained, intubated, and left with long-term organ damage (especially to the kidneys, liver, and brain).
  • The worst part? You might survive but worse off than before.
I'm saying this not to scare you but because I care. People often think overdoses are peaceful or guaranteed. They're neither. Please keep this in mind if you're thinking of overdosing.
 

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