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JJMaynard97

JJMaynard97

JJ’s Dead Inside, Time to say Goodbye!!
Mar 17, 2023
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I go on a regular walk and come across this daly, first came across it two to three years ago. When I joined this site and felt the ways of darkness and leaving this world.

Have thought about jumping from this?

Need help and some advice. Hope everyone is having a decent day. 😞 :-)

It's over the cenex quarry, near were I liv. And it has a ladder that goes to the top.

:-(
 

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what type of ground does it have? Soft? Hard?
 
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If the surface is hard enough I've seen people die from such heights, assuming they land head first. If it's a soft surface I'd not risk anything, though.
I'd still worry it's not high enough, but that's just me wanting a high enough chance at ending my life when/if I jump.
 
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getoutgirl

getoutgirl

got out the site <3
Mar 17, 2025
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It does not look much taller than a couple stories, so I wouldn't advise it. Without sufficient height you enter jumping lottery + if the floor is soft due to dirt and grass, absorbs impact. You can end up with a lot of broken stuff lying there and it seems secluded i dunno so maybe for quite a while.
I live near a big radio antenna stuff like yours and I've also eyed it a lot of times like you do. So I get it. When the brain is desperate for ways out everything has that death promise to it. This one doesn't seem very pleasant so I wouldn't want that for you.
You don't seem to be having a very decent day today but I hope it gets there, or mb tomorrow <3
 
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JJMaynard97

JJMaynard97

JJ’s Dead Inside, Time to say Goodbye!!
Mar 17, 2023
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what type of ground does it have? Soft? Hard?
Stone, like a hard rock surface or carpark.
It does not look much taller than a couple stories, so I wouldn't advise it. Without sufficient height you enter jumping lottery + if the floor is soft due to dirt and grass, absorbs impact. You can end up with a lot of broken stuff lying there and it seems secluded i dunno so maybe for quite a while.
I live near a big radio antenna stuff like yours and I've also eyed it a lot of times like you do. So I get it. When the brain is desperate for ways out everything has that death promise to it. This one doesn't seem very pleasant so I wouldn't want that for you.
You don't seem to be having a very decent day today but I hope it gets there, or mb tomorrow <3
Thankyou. Means a lot, it's hard as I have so many emotions that all jump from one to the other. Of slight joy, only when I'm by myself in a way to pure sadness and I just tear up. Just feel Numb. But Thankyou for you kind words. I'm hoping you have a better tomorrow too. <3.
 
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