I've also thought of just wanting to run away too. I guess it depends on the person and the reason why they wanted to CTB in the first place. I think I might enjoy a fresh start in a new location, but a lot of the same issues will occur, like trying to find a job, having enough money for shelter and food, and also starting new might make things seem a bit lonelier. At least maybe starting out. I would love to move to Alaska and just be on my own but I do think it would still be hard and I don't think moving away would cure my mental illness too. It sucks so much work has to be done to get anything, unfortunately that is life. But that is just my personal take on it. At the moment I would prefer just to CTB though.