Method Would jumping infront of a train make me a shitty person?

[barelyhere]

Probably. But I don't have many other surefire options. If I mess up again I'll probably never be allowed of the house. Right now the meds are locked up,knives are locked up, fucking scarfs are locked up at home.

I don't have much options. I need to die but can't. I just wish I could be allowed to die or assisted suicide was legal so I wouldn't have to resort to this.

Is there any other surefire way I can do?

 

[garrypallister99]

Hi, I know you posted this a long time ago but I saw it had no comments. I would say finding a height to jump from would be a much better option so nobody would have to feel the guilt of killing you