I don't like going outside unless i absolutely have to..that being said i want to jump, i don't know any other tall buildings aside from my school, the roof is easy to access and its high up. the only problem is people will definitely see it. thoughts ?
Some dude just survived a 19 story fall. I'd be very cautious about jumping.
There's also the aspect of traumatizing anyone who sees your corpse. You don't have to care about that, but if it's something that might disturb you just bringing it back to your attention.
Finally, humans are evil, especially hormone riddled teenagers and college kids. There are going to be people who will film and take pictures of your body, whether for sympathy, clout, or just to show to friends. It's a disgusting behavior that is seen far too commonly. Even if you're dead and none of that matters it's something that I can't personally stomach. These fucks will never let us rest in peace.
If you're at a point where you truly feel there is no possibility of return then please consider browsing this forum for other options. There are so many high success and painless options that aren't too expensive. Furthermore, make sure to consult us to guarantee it's not an attempt and that it's as painless as possible. For all your suffering you deserve painless my friend.
Should you have fight left or be tethered to this world by a loved one, then please feel free to dm me if you ever need to talk or vent. We the wicked stick together.
I hope your days going okay so far. I'm sorry for your suffering. Go with peace soldier.
I cannot imagine a school building being high enough for jumping but after all, it isn't like I know anything about this. I just think that it's your choice really if you are confident that it will succeed, jumping sounds like a terrifying method to me and I admire those who have the courage for it. I hate how we exist in a world where we cannot just exit peacefully.
Likely college building, which might be high enough. Still, you never know.