Would it be selfish to CTB in my birthday?

[almaPerdida]

My cousin and her daughter died like 6 years ago in a car crash. My family always gets sad near ther birthdays and also their death's anniversary. So i thought about CTB on my birthday it's only one sad date per year.

The problem is that my brother's birthday is 6 days before mine. So i kinda fear it might traumatize him to not celebrate anymore.

At the same time, in the ideal scenario i would be just forgotten, i will delete all my social media and digital traces of me forever. But i know it's not that easy for the family and they would feel bad doing that wish of mine. They will remember me in my birthday and i fear my brother will always be sad when his birthday arrives. Thoughts?

I also thought about doing in September because fuck that month, but i kinda don't wanna last so much.

 

[FuneralCry]

I believe it's up to the individual when to cease existing, it's not other people's decision to make. What'd be selfish to me is expecting people to continue delaying their inevitable fate when they wish to be gone, we all have our right to die and aren't obligated to continue this existence we never could have consented to being burdened with, in the first place.

 

[numbed one]

I had thé same Idea about ctb on my birthday , it's a perfect day .

 

[Praestat_Mori]

It's never selfish to consider suicide for personal reasons. In the end it's your own personal decision. I wish you all the best and I hope you find peace.

 

[Hollowman]

No

 

[𝗟𝗼𝗻𝗲𝗹𝘆]

The only days I would avoid ctb'ing on are other people's birthdays and holidays.
I wouldn't want others to be scarred for life on such days when those days are meant to be celebrated. It doesn't sit right with me.
Other than that I see no problem. Whether you ctb on your b-day or nor - it will be upsetting day for your family/friends.

 

[almaPerdida]

Thanks everyone for the reply.

 

[orangepulp]

I doubt it will matter what day you do it on to be honest. They'll be sad regardless.

 

[just_a_guy]

Is there ever a good day to ctb when considering other people's feelings?