Would it be possible to livestream the thing without getting caught?

[Notabadguy]

Your bio and the quotes you are using are making me think that you are an amazing person! And we would probably get along very well cuz we are very likely very similar and love and have passions for the same things. Sorry I don't have an advice about live-streaming❤

I don't understand you, this man is saying that he wants to have an audiencie for his first time in his life and that he goes to CTB to get it. Is this not a reason to advise seeking professional help? I mean, if you are in pain, OK, you can decide CTBing. But this is another thing.