So I met this very liberal, progressive woman. We sort of had a date. I think she is in an open relationship.
The second meeting was insane. She invited a friend who she dated with anti-social behavior. And she just accepted his behavior towards me.
But the moment I learned she is into hard drugs my interest in her decreased massively.
The last (and first) woman I had a relationship with smoked cigarettes. I hate cigarettes. But they are not as Bad as LSD. Something the liberal woman seems to take frequently. She said she uses it to heal her traumata. But she is taking it against the advice of her therapist. Also under circumstances where its contraindicated. Of course she gets the drugs from her dealer. And all her friends are into drugs. During the second meeting all of them held an eulogy how great drugs were. And her anti-social friend became really aggressive when I said weed can make psychosis more likely in teenagers.
For the record I never drunk intentionally in my whole life alcohol. I am pretty much against drugs. But I used benzos and z-medication too frequently. But I only got them through my psychiatrist and never took them recreationally. I only take them because I have a very fragile mental health. I even went through a severe withdrawal of benzos. And I did it all on my own because I did not want that in my medical records there is written I abused Medication. I still have psychosomatic issues because of the withdrawal. The peak was 2023. Its insane how damaging they can be.
Maybe you will now consider me a hypocrite. One thing to know
I had psychosis and the use of weed, LSD and mushrooms are way more dangerous to me than alcohol and cigarettes. So its also a consideration how dangerous they are to me personally.
There are some drug users that say alcohol kills people, whereas noone died from smoking weed. I don't buy this at All. I Was in a clinic for psychosis and there were some teenagers who only smoked weed and developed schizophrenia Simplex. I think the suicide rate is pretty high with this condition.
Back to the question. I think I will cut off the contact to her. I think if she has interest she wants me as friend with benefits. The bigger issue for me is the anti-social friend
I have to admit I am a little bit scared about this guy. And I get the feeling she isn't a good human being. I could imagine if I suck in the bed she and her sociaopathic friend will make fun of me. I get the feeling she is a little bit evil. And I don't feel comfortable to make me so vulnerable in front of her.
The second meeting was insane. She invited a friend who she dated with anti-social behavior. And she just accepted his behavior towards me.
But the moment I learned she is into hard drugs my interest in her decreased massively.
The last (and first) woman I had a relationship with smoked cigarettes. I hate cigarettes. But they are not as Bad as LSD. Something the liberal woman seems to take frequently. She said she uses it to heal her traumata. But she is taking it against the advice of her therapist. Also under circumstances where its contraindicated. Of course she gets the drugs from her dealer. And all her friends are into drugs. During the second meeting all of them held an eulogy how great drugs were. And her anti-social friend became really aggressive when I said weed can make psychosis more likely in teenagers.
For the record I never drunk intentionally in my whole life alcohol. I am pretty much against drugs. But I used benzos and z-medication too frequently. But I only got them through my psychiatrist and never took them recreationally. I only take them because I have a very fragile mental health. I even went through a severe withdrawal of benzos. And I did it all on my own because I did not want that in my medical records there is written I abused Medication. I still have psychosomatic issues because of the withdrawal. The peak was 2023. Its insane how damaging they can be.
Maybe you will now consider me a hypocrite. One thing to know
I had psychosis and the use of weed, LSD and mushrooms are way more dangerous to me than alcohol and cigarettes. So its also a consideration how dangerous they are to me personally.
There are some drug users that say alcohol kills people, whereas noone died from smoking weed. I don't buy this at All. I Was in a clinic for psychosis and there were some teenagers who only smoked weed and developed schizophrenia Simplex. I think the suicide rate is pretty high with this condition.
Back to the question. I think I will cut off the contact to her. I think if she has interest she wants me as friend with benefits. The bigger issue for me is the anti-social friend
I have to admit I am a little bit scared about this guy. And I get the feeling she isn't a good human being. I could imagine if I suck in the bed she and her sociaopathic friend will make fun of me. I get the feeling she is a little bit evil. And I don't feel comfortable to make me so vulnerable in front of her.
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