Tionally

Tionally

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Jul 5, 2023
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I don't know yet whether I will CTB but if I chose to do so then I would probably need to do it outside - most likely in some forest or smth like that (I live with my family and after the summer break I will be living in a dorm with another person in my room)
I assume that it would be probably more comfortable to take SN in your own house since I could lay on my bed after, go comfortably to sleep and etc.
Would you be comfortable CTBing on the ground in some forest? Are there things I need to watch out for? Is this even a good idea to take SN outside?
 
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Kikoo

Kikoo

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Jun 12, 2023
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It would definitely be uncomfortable. I think it's a bad idea to do it outside. If you really want to, I guess you could bring some blankets, or even a pillow.
 
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Sid19

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May 26, 2023
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I have been reading a lot of people here is doing ctb on hotels. I also am thinking about booking a hotel in the near future for ctb. Having social anxiety makes this 100% more harder as I have to talk and approach people for this.
 
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Praestat_Mori

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May 21, 2023
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You should feel comfortable in the place you wanna ctb, whether this is at home, outside in nature, a hotel room or whatever. Ofc it also depends a bit on the chosen method which locations are suitable.
 
Bastet

Bastet

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Jun 7, 2023
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I think it can be arranged to be pretty comfortable ctb'ing in the woods if you look out for a nice spot and wait for good weather.

Now that I think of it, this actually sounds really nice, imagine if you found a nice spot where you can watch the sunset, with mossy ground and you go there in the evening and chilling a bit, maybe light some incents, play an instrument or listening to music and when the sunset is most beautiful you just go.
 
Tionally

Tionally

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Jul 5, 2023
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Yeah so I guess I'm gonna post a update??

I'm about to head out and look for a place that would be comfortable to ctb in. I have an idea of where to look. It's about 30/40 minutes away from my house so I'm going to visit it and see if there's any place there that would be okay. Obviously it needs to be isolated and there should be few people that go through it because if I do ctb then I wouldn't wanna have a high chance of being interrupted. So I thought about venturing deeper into the forest and looking for something there but I guess I will see when I arrive there.
 
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I think dying in a building feels confining.
 
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Takamagahara

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Aug 8, 2023
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I hope not; since my chosen method is gunshot, I plan to do it outside so there's not really any mess to clean up.

There's a patch of well-maintained grass in an area. When I go it'll be at night so I can stare at the sky and I'll bring a blanket both for myself and so people can cover the body later.
 
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Jun 11, 2023
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I hope not; since my chosen method is gunshot, I plan to do it outside so there's not really any mess to clean up.

There's a patch of well-maintained grass in an area. When I go it'll be at night so I can stare at the sky and I'll bring a blanket both for myself and so people can cover the body later.
I'm going out the same way! I don't want my family to find me so I'll do it out in a field somewhere at night so I can watch the stars as I pull the trigger. it feels like the most peaceful way to do it
 
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ButterflyDream

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Jan 5, 2023
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I've ruled out any methods of CTBing outside. No tree hanging or jumping or anything like that because I don't want to traumatize additional strangers. I'd much rather be indoors and set up a system to have an ambulance called after I'm done. Maybe if I set up a scheduled email or tweet or something IDK. Just something so my parents are spared the trauma of seeing my dead body like that. The cops/EMT workers will have to get traumatized by seeing me, but that's inevitable.
I'm going out the same way! I don't want my family to find me so I'll do it out in a field somewhere at night so I can watch the stars as I pull the trigger. it feels like the most peaceful way to do it
As much as I'd like to CTB indoors, that would be peaceful. Going out like the Somerton Man
I'm going out the same way! I don't want my family to find me so I'll do it out in a field somewhere at night so I can watch the stars as I pull the trigger. it feels like the most peaceful way to do it
As much as I'd like to CTB indoors, that would be peaceful. Going out like the Somerton Man
 

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