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IWantToGoFast

IWantToGoFast

Member
Aug 2, 2021
59
Lets imagine the following scenario:

After a successful CTB somehow the universe sends you back to this place, memory wiped, fresh start. You don't know what you're supposed to achieve/do, but once in a while you get this deja-vu feelings and then in the maximum span of week something bad happens that marks you profoundly like it did in the previous life.

Would you accept that kind of reset?

Would you try to find out more and make sense of existence?
 
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Jumping_realms

Jumping_realms

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Jul 4, 2021
483
If you don't know what you are supposed to achieve/do, it sounds as pointless as this life... and weekly bad events?

No thanks.
 
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IWantToGoFast

IWantToGoFast

Member
Aug 2, 2021
59
If you don't know what you are supposed to achieve/do, it sounds as pointless as this life... and weekly bad events?

No thanks.
What I'm saying is the bad events only come once in a while (not on a weekly basis) and you only have a week to react and maybe avoid the bad things and suffering.
 
Largeletters

Largeletters

Alone
Jan 21, 2020
640
No, especially not with my memory wiped. That would make it even harder to achieve/do what I wish I could do.
 
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Jumping_realms

Jumping_realms

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Jul 4, 2021
483
What I'm saying is the bad events only come once in a while (not on a weekly basis) and you only have a week to react and maybe avoid the bad things and suffering.
Still a no for me.

I want no more suffering to deal with or have to avoid.
 
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aviation

aviation

It's time to go home.
Jul 30, 2021
127
I'm not doing this out of a need to end suffering, but because I choose to leave this world. It feels a natural conclusion. I wish I could place more of my thoughts on this into writing.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,545
I just want complete non existence, to be at permanent peace. I do not want to experience any kind of life at all.
 
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suisuiforum

Experienced
Jul 4, 2021
239
No I wouldn't, being brought back to life after a successful CTB sounds like hell
 
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Jumping_realms

Jumping_realms

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Jul 4, 2021
483
I'm not doing this out of a need to end suffering, but because I choose to leave this world. It feels a natural conclusion. I wish I could place more of my thoughts on this into writing.
You should put more thoughts into writing on this conclusion if you can.
 
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aviation

It's time to go home.
Jul 30, 2021
127
You should put more thoughts into writing on this conclusion if you can.
No time is meant to last forever, and every time spent somewhere has a conclusion. I truly feel, now, on a deeper level, that my time here has reached its, on a level of soulful feeling. It does feel like reaching home at the end of a very long and turbulent journey, where there is really just relief and warmth, and no regret or anything. Things in the world around me have slowly been moving in a direction where it truly feels OK for me to leave, and I am not required to stay anymore, which, on a deeper level, I am deeply grateful about, as I had felt that it is time for me to leave, for a while. You could say, my 'work' here is over, and it's time to go home now, and it really truly feels that way, on a deeper level.
(I apologize, I am not good at phrasing such feelings.)
 
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Meretlein

Meretlein

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Feb 15, 2019
1,199
Yes. I am lucky enough to have had a time were my life was joyful and I looked forward to the future. I lost what made my life worth living and my future worth experiencing the same way many things are lost, gradually then all at once.
 
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Everybody_yells

Everybody_yells

Member
Jan 29, 2021
66
Sort of like Westworld innit? I'm watching the 2nd season now lol
 
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Forgotten

Student
Aug 19, 2020
129
No thanks, I really want it to end, fade to black, literally. If committing suicide just means I have to do it all over again and probably ending up in the same state, then that sounds nightmarish.
 
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OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
962
Only if it was a reset in which my life works out how I wanted it to. Otherwise, nope.
 
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SuicidalAgain

SuicidalAgain

Dummy
Sep 9, 2020
107
No reset, I just want to be permanently erased from existence.
 
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Pisceslilith

Pisceslilith

Student
Aug 19, 2019
159
Nope, not in this fucked up world.
 
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summers

Visionary
Nov 4, 2020
2,493
I think it would be pretty cool to either re-live my life from when I was very young, but with a sense of direction that I didn't have then, or to restart way in the future, maybe 500-1000 years from now.

All I can say is that in either case, I would do things VERY differently.
 
iscrewedup

iscrewedup

hi
Jun 22, 2021
8
Yes. With memory wiped and new variables I see a chance to do things better as I don't see a way I could make things even worse as I did in the span of this lifetime.
 

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