Venting Would actually rather die than go to work

[nothirdact]

My brain is so stupid. Love my job, my coworkers, all that. But I literally don't want to do anything but rot in my apartment. I could have a short day or a long day and I'm tired either way. Not always physically, but mentally and emotionally. Even when I'm "fine" I'm on edge and worrying. I feel like I'm responsible for everything. I have to go in a few hours and I just can't stop wishing I could die instead.

 

[Worndown]

Anxiety issues?
There are meds to help take the edge off.