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Leonard_Bangley39

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Nov 6, 2025
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Im planning on CTB 2 months from now. My plan so far is to use the rest of my savings on a month long vacation to Japan and killing myself on the last day once i run out of money. So far Im thinking about using Carbon Monoxide to die in my sleep, i also thought about overdosing on Benadryl before i read about it and other over the counter meds being a non method, now I think I'll just use it or some other medicine with alcohol to make sure im fully knocked out while the carbon monoxide builds up.

I've been reading around trying to learn as much as i can about CO but i figured making a post would be the best to figure out what will work for me. I was thinking that I'd CTB in my hotel room, its a 1 bed apartment totaling about 30 square meters or 322 square feet. I was thinking maybe I could get a small indoor grill and fill it with charcoal, while also trying my best to seal up any vents, windows and doors. Would an apartment this size be too big to build up CO in? I dont have a car and idk if i wanna bother with a tent. Would I just have to use a bunch more charcoal to make sure enough CO builds to to ensure i die?

I would love as much insight and criticism as you can give, my plan is still very rough and I wanna make sure I can get as many problems solved as i can before the big day arrives, Im new to all this.
 
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