Method Within the hour I will be on my bus xx Trigger

[Vivacious_Vee]

Bed frame is good, as door handle does not work, but it makes me feel good... I am ready, Vaseline on my neck if this does not work I will not be best pleased... Thank you all, I am going now... I have attached the link of my youtube, where I talk about those bastards, The name of the hospital is in there too, xx Thank you all so much, thank you xx I feel so happy right now, this is everythihng I just need it to work xx Thank you, I feel like me again... My bus is called the nebuchadnezzar, I can hear it now outside my skylight, waiting for me, thank you all, I am going now , thank you so much xxx I love you all and I pray you too can feel the happiness I feel right now, xxx Thank you xxxx

 

[Aisley]

I hope this works perfectly for you; I can feel the need for it. And I hope those pricks pay somehow. Godspeed.

 

[Lulzacruel]

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have fun in the void, there is no pain, no way for the bastards to get you.

just ecstasy, if you can call not having a single thought ecstasy
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[enough of this]

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Bed frame is good, as door handle does not work, but it makes me feel good... I am ready, Vaseline on my neck if this does not work I will not be best pleased... Thank you all, I am going now... I have attached the link of my youtube, where I talk about those bastards, The name of the hospital is in there too, xx Thank you all so much, thank you xx I feel so happy right now, this is everythihng I just need it to work xx Thank you, I feel like me again... My bus is called the nebuchadnezzar, I can hear it now outside my skylight, waiting for me, thank you all, I am going now , thank you so much xxx I love you all and I pray you too can feel the happiness I feel right now, xxx Thank you xxxx

I Love You, Too, and pray for you. I hope you find the peace you're looking for. ♥ xx

 

[MrDarkness]

I hope you find peace im so sorry what happened, I'll make sure to remember you and carry on your spirit in some way. My tears may fall but the resolve I have is strong, have a peaceful exist, wish I could've known you longer

 

[Vivacious_Vee]

I hope this works perfectly for you; I can feel the need for it. And I hope those pricks pay somehow. Godspeed.

Thank you so much, have been trying for last 20 mins, what am I doing wrong???? FFS, locked in the house and now locked in the bathroom... BUT I am still here... Just made another post... Trying for this, want this..

 

[Aisley]

Have you been through the megathreads? It's best to take your time to get this right. It's not a race.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I hope you can get to your peace.

 

[Vivacious_Vee]

Have you been through the megathreads? It's best to take your time to get this right. It's not a race.

Yes thank you I have. I thought I was doing it right, but obviously not? Who said anything about a race? What are you on about a race for?

I hope you can get to your peace.

|Me too, as the comments on here are really starting to grate me, I will just tray again, thank you x

 

[Aisley]

I mean that it is probably far more important that you go out as peacefully, or as comfortably as possible, than for you to leave in the next ten minutes. It seems rushed, but maybe I'm misreading you. No one here is trying to piss you off, we all want the best exit for you that is possible. And many of us know how frustrating it is to try and leave and not have it work out, too. It's nowhere near as simple and easy as everyone in life would have us believe.
Anything I say at this point will just seem patronising, (i deleted a few sentences lol!) so again, good luck. You deserve peace.

 

[cami]

if you change your mind we will all be here. but if not i hope you can find the happiness you seek.

 

[Vivacious_Vee]

if you change your mind we will all be here. but if not i hope you can find the happiness you seek.

I want to go, I was so happy today, not been like that for so long. thank you for your kind words, I will try again.. and if not, then I will have to re think this... I just want to get on my bus. That is all I want to do.... I will try again, if not, will have to accept that today is not my day, having spent hours and hours reading yesterday..... My brain just wants to sleep.... Thank you, please pray I get this bus... Thank you xx

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you eventually find freedom from all the suffering, I admire those who are attempting this method and I understand why you would feel so relieved at the thought of leaving.

 

[90starve]

i have been seeing your comments pop up throughout the day, but seeing this photo makes your situation so much more real :(

im sorry life is so hard - sending you all my love <3

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I hope you find the freedom and peace you are searching for! I wish you all the best! Farewell!

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

God this is sad to see, chilling, horrifying... Are you sure? If yes, i hope you find peace...

 

[Deathisbetter]

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Bed frame is good, as door handle does not work, but it makes me feel good... I am ready, Vaseline on my neck if this does not work I will not be best pleased... Thank you all, I am going now... I have attached the link of my youtube, where I talk about those bastards, The name of the hospital is in there too, xx Thank you all so much, thank you xx I feel so happy right now, this is everythihng I just need it to work xx Thank you, I feel like me again... My bus is called the nebuchadnezzar, I can hear it now outside my skylight, waiting for me, thank you all, I am going now , thank you so much xxx I love you all and I pray you too can feel the happiness I feel right now, xxx Thank you xxxx

Hope it works and that you get to be free you deserve the best