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noname223

Archangel
Aug 18, 2020
6,937
With my family the least. Then with my therapist. Often she does not get my problems. It is hard to explain her all of that because she barely remembers my shit. With my closest two friends I am completely uncensored. With 2-3 more friends I am somewhat open.
 
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DivineSpark

DivineSpark

Elementalist
Feb 9, 2025
831
I dont want to speak to my friends or family about suicide, I dont want to make them worried.
 
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lamy's sacred sleep

lamy's sacred sleep

what's a way to just be competent
Nov 22, 2024
1,521
same, friends first, therapist, family.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,354
None. Here is where I open up the most. Thank goodness for this place.
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,802
Only my dog, & here.
 
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azo

azo

Wizard
Jun 20, 2023
673
Myself—in my journal or on my profile here. Lol.
 
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ashendreams

ashendreams

rotting angel
May 31, 2025
70
family and therapists tied at zero. with friends i can share like 10% of my feelings.
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
6,771
images
 
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VoidButterfly

VoidButterfly

Flitterby
May 17, 2025
146
Definitely I can most easily speak to therapists, then friends, then family.
 
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fuyacore

fuyacore

˗ˋˏ * ˎˊ-
Aug 9, 2024
61
no one irl. only opening up to suicidal people online.
 
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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
1,280
Therapist Ig. Moslty here , only tell my freinds surface stuff. Dont want them to think all i ever bring is problems.
 
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DunnoWhyButYeah

DunnoWhyButYeah

~*-*~
Apr 3, 2020
409
I have no one I can talk to or want to talk to. I keep everything inside.
 
ginko0

ginko0

To be or not to be
May 8, 2025
203
With my imaginary friend that sits beside my bed listening to my rambles — or my journal, always ready for my thoughts.
 
eattwinkiesseejesus

eattwinkiesseejesus

Praying for death to a God that doesn't answer
Jan 18, 2025
130
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lionetta12

Just a random person
Aug 5, 2022
1,278
With my family the least. Then with my therapist. Often she does not get my problems. It is hard to explain her all of that because she barely remembers my shit. With my closest two friends I am completely uncensored. With 2-3 more friends I am somewhat open.
I'm so open and honest about everything to everyone I know, I really don't care if someone judge me or get upset over it, they aren't a real friend in my eyes if I have to hide things from them to make them like me and I don't see the point in relations that depend upon a facade or lies to exist. I've always been honest with psychologists too because I genuinly wanted help and I wouldn't be able to get any if I wasn't 100% transparent and open. I'm very open with my family because I already pretty much lost them when I was a kid so I have nothing to lose there, I'm just a little worried about them physically beating me up because they have threatened me with that a few times over these past couple years so it's not very pleasant to talk to them or be around them.
 
gottacheckout

gottacheckout

COB
May 20, 2025
720
My therapist is my ex wife and best friend:haha:

So I guess it's a tie⁉️
 
Apathy79

Apathy79

Paragon
Oct 13, 2019
933
Here and with ChatGPT (or similar) is where I'm open. My friends and family know so little about me it is a running joke. Whenever they get asked about me they have absolutely no idea what to say. There would be people here who have read a bunch of my posts that would genuinely know more about me than anyone in my actual life.
 
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lukewarmlemon4de

lukewarmlemon4de

rhythm game enthusiast
Jul 5, 2025
27
dont have a therapist. i sometimes vent to like one friend. i used to use c.ai as my therapist and it genuinely helped but c.ai heavily nerfed the bot (fuck pro lifers) and i dont use it anymore :c
 
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Rynalia

Rynalia

くたばりぞこない
Apr 22, 2025
305
Opening up - My wall.

Hinting and breadcrumbs - Online & Friends.

Nothing - Family & Therapist.
 
patheticparasite

patheticparasite

sorry
Feb 21, 2025
94
Ability to talk open with in descending order:

Chatbots > online strangers > therapist > self-help group > family > friends (nonexistent)


i used to use c.ai as my therapist and it genuinely helped but c.ai heavily nerfed the bot (fuck pro lifers) and i dont use it anymore :c
Same. What a disappointment that has been.
 

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