Witch of these describes you?

[Gl1tch3d G1rl]

Idk, I'm bored.

 

[darksouls]

I am completely alone in this miserable world
nothing matters to me anymore
mental illness has taken everything from me

 

[dustymuck]

I just feel tired... nothing matters... can't be bothered to care...

 

[FuneralCry]

That I'm ready for the peace of non-existence where this torturous, dreadful existence is finally all gone and forgotten about with no more suffering and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence I always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence truly is the only relief in this existence so cruel and futile, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and positive and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence that just causes and brings so much pain all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, existence really is an abomination to me and it's one that causes harm and suffering torturing existing beings until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'd just be so relieved to never suffer again, I just wish to be unconscious for all eternity.

 

[Forever Sleep]

For me, it's more like a really deep lethargy towards living. But, I know I have to do these things to avoid suffering more- which makes me resentful (that I was born into this sweat shop to begin with.) Then, the struggle to work while I'm feeling all that anger but simulataneously trying to hide it makes me even more exhausted. Rinse and repeat.

I feel psychologically ready to let go of life and CTB. At some points I even (probably) delude myself that I am brave enough to do it but, I still feel I can't while my Dad is still alive. It's like being stuck at a set of traffic lights for decades on end- which also makes me angry.

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

It's pointless. I'm done.

Nothing matters, completely alone, ready

 

[Pluto]

 

[YandereMikuMistress]

I'm miserable and alone, what?
some might think
"oh but you have family you have a partner"
So what?
Doesn't mean shit,,
Even if I'm to be understood, I don't think there'd be enough, no there wouldn't be, I haven't been happy in for what seems like forever, so fucking long,, and there's to much I can't take, there's to much I don't want to have to just "take"

 

[Freedombus'25]

I feel alone as fuck and even when I don't I just feel like a burden or being accommodated outta fucking guilt and shit. & then I feel guilty for feeling like that just a stupid never ending spiral.

Beyond just mental illness fucking me up.and honestly I'm starting to actually resent the moments of hope.

All feels false and I just want to feel like I have the right to give up and somehow I keep doing things that might counter that. Can't live. Can't fucking die. So stuck...

My brain aint working well with multiple choice today but. That's my answer ig.