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Fullof pain

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I've just swallowed 6 boxes of paracetamol, that's what, 96 tablets. Might not kill me, if i'm lucky they will. If not they 'll definitely do some damage anyway. So please be kind and wish me luck.
 
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Please call an ambulance. This is the worst way to die that you can imagine. If you're going to kill yourself, do it properly with a method that will take minutes. Please please go to the hospital or you'll be in agonising pain for days before your liver eventually fails. What country are you in?
 
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@Fullof pain, I wish you the best outcomes for you. I don't want to think of you in bad pain from liver damage, so I hope you decide for yourself to get medical attention very soon, but whatever you decide, I wish you more than luck. I wish you the outcomes that are right for you. x
 
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OMG ... What strength the pills were ? Chances of ctb are almost zero but amount of damage depends on How much paracetamol is in ur body ??
 
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I wish you really alot of luck. I hope it wont hurt. I really hope you pass out before it hurts. Talk to us if youre here, or if you get rescued. No shame
 
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I looked at your post history and see you took an OD of pills before. However, that mix had many different types and included such things as opiates that made you pass out. Paracetamol will just be you, awake, in increasing pain, starting to vomit, the pain getting worse and worse. You won't just fall asleep. Google people's stories about it if you have any doubts.

I'm so sorry you are hurting so bad that you felt desperate enough to do this. I'm not telling you what choice to make, because you can plan again for something reasonable at any time. But I think you will save yourself a lot of suffering if you go to the hospital now and get it out of your system. The odds of you dying from this are very low either way, but the chances of you being left alive with permanent pain are high, and they increase the longer you wait to get it out of your system.
 
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Paracetamol overdose is agony, I hope you managed to get help. Please let us know how you are
 
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I overdosed on paracetamol once too... It's not pretty at all. So as much as I'd like to wish you peace you'll probably die in agony days after or end up in the hospital... Please let us know how you are.
 
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I've just swallowed 6 boxes of paracetamol, that's what, 96 tablets. Might not kill me, if i'm lucky they will. If not they 'll definitely do some damage anyway. So please be kind and wish me luck.
Call an ambulance...
I wish you really alot of luck. I hope it wont hurt. I really hope you pass out before it hurts. Talk to us if youre here, or if you get rescued. No shame
It will hurt, and they won't ctb.
 
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It will hurt very badly and you might still succeed if you get medical help. At least you'll be more comfortable.
 
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Are you with us still??
 
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Please reconsider any pill form of overdose in the future. It's hard on your organs and acetaminophen or NSAIDs in general is just an awful thing to endure with a survival rate to make sure you endure possible dialysis or stomach treatment for ulcers in the future. Not to mention then your body trying to heal or acute liver failure and the disease process with that. I hope you feel better soon. And hopefully with little damage as possible if you happen to not ctb. ♡
 
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Hmm... You around ? Either way, sending you nothing but Prayers, Blessings and Love. Take care of yourself if Possible Please...

96 pills of parac.... God Bless you.
 
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Best wishes to OP, hope they got help and aren't left damaged from this - paracetamol OD is sicky-horrible, they're gonna get to know the colour of their bile real well...
This seemed rushed and impulsive, poor OP must've been in a real bad place
Please reconsider any pill form of overdose in the future. It's hard on your organs and acetaminophen or NSAIDs in general is just an awful thing to endure with a survival rate to make sure you endure possible dialysis or stomach treatment for ulcers in the future. Not to mention then your body trying to heal or acute liver failure and the disease process with that. I hope you feel better soon. And hopefully with little damage as possible if you happen to not ctb. ♡


Just a note - paracetamol is not an NSAID.

Best wishes to OP, hope they got help and aren't left damaged from this - paracetamol OD is sicky-horrible, they're gonna get to know the colour of their bile real well...

This seemed hasty and impulsive, poor OP must've been in a real bad place when they did this :notsure:

Hope something good comes from this and nothing bad. Much love OP ❤️
 
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Best wishes to OP, hope they got help and aren't left damaged from this - paracetamol OD is sicky-horrible, they're gonna get to know the colour of their bile real well...
This seemed rushed and impulsive, poor OP must've been in a real bad place



Just a note - paracetamol is not an NSAID.

Best wishes to OP, hope they got help and aren't left damaged from this - paracetamol OD is sicky-horrible, they're gonna get to know the colour of their bile real well...

This seemed hasty and impulsive, poor OP must've been in a real bad place when they did this :notsure:

Hope something good comes from this and nothing bad. Much love OP ❤
You're right, acetaminophen is not an NSAID, but a majority of brands containing acetaminophen do contain an NSAID. Precautionary information. ♡
 
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Fullof pain

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Thank you all for your kind words, they mean a lot. Yes I acted impulsively, but the pain was just too much. The paracetamol just made me vomit and I spent 2 days in bed or in the bathroom. But I am not too disheartened, I know it is a horrible way to go, but nothing is as bad as the pain I am in right now. I took another 4 boxes today, I know they won't kill me but any liver damage is a bonus. To add to the existing liver damage and heart problems. I will get what I want, ie to die, but I guess it's going to be painful and messy. But I am prepared for that, I don't care what I have to go through to get where I want to be. I am that desperate that i'll do anything. Thank you again for the kind messages, it makes a difference to know that someone cares.
I'm trying desperately not to moan. But how am I mean't to live with all this pain???
 
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Thank you all for your kind words, they mean a lot. Yes I acted impulsively, but the pain was just too much. The paracetamol just made me vomit and I spent 2 days in bed or in the bathroom. But I am not too disheartened, I know it is a horrible way to go, but nothing is as bad as the pain I am in right now. I took another 4 boxes today, I know they won't kill me but any liver damage is a bonus. To add to the existing liver damage and heart problems. I will get what I want, ie to die, but I guess it's going to be painful and messy. But I am prepared for that, I don't care what I have to go through to get where I want to be. I am that desperate that i'll do anything. Thank you again for the kind messages, it makes a difference to know that someone cares.
I'm trying desperately not to moan. But how am I mean't to live with all this pain???

I'm feeling bad about the fact that you're in pain. I really hope that, at the end, you find the peace you are looking for. I'll think about you when I pray tonight. Cheers mate.
 
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Fullof pain

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I'm feeling bad about the fact that you're in pain. I really hope that, at the end, you find the peace you are looking for. I'll think about you when I pray tonight. Cheers mate.
Thank you. My soulmate of 22 years passed in Feb and I will never be at peace until we are re united. I do appreciate your prayers, so thanks.
 
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Thank you. My soulmate of 22 years passed in Feb and I will never be at peace until we are re united. I do appreciate your prayers, so thanks.
What's going on now ? How are you feeling ? Where are you ?
 
GoodPersonEffed

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I am not too disheartened, I know it is a horrible way to go, but nothing is as bad as the pain I am in right now. I took another 4 boxes today, I know they won't kill me but any liver damage is a bonus. To add to the existing liver damage and heart problems. I will get what I want, ie to die, but I guess it's going to be painful and messy. But I am prepared for that, I don't care what I have to go through to get where I want to be. I am that desperate that i'll do anything.

I won't try to convince you to do anything differently. I support your right to self-determination and to do as you see fit for yourself. This is my personal stance, and I offer it to you in the spirit of support and acceptance:

"Just as I shall select my ship when I am about to go on a voyage, or my house when I propose to take a residence, so I shall choose my death when I am about to depart from life. Moreover, just as a long-drawn-out life does not necessarily mean a better one, so a long-drawn-out death necessarily means a worse one [though this is a matter of personal preference and/or luxury of available means]. There is no occasion when the soul should be humored more than at the moment of death. Let the soul depart as it feels itself impelled to go; whether it seeks the sword, or the halter, or some draught that attacks the veins, let it proceed and burst the bonds of its slavery. Every man ought to make his life acceptable to others besides himself, but his death to himself alone. The best form of death is the one we like [or can obtain]. Men are foolish who reflect thus: 'One person will say that my conduct was not brave enough; another, that I was too headstrong; a third, that a particular kind of death would have betokened more spirit.' What you should really reflect is: 'I have under consideration a purpose with which the talk of men has no concern!' Your sole aim should be to escape from Fortune as speedily as possible; otherwise, there will be no lack of persons who will think ill of what you have done."

- Seneca
 
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Fullof pain

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My spirit , my soul and my heart are already dead. It is only this shell that refuses to go. But I will extinguish it as there is no life left for me now, that my beloved has gone.
 
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