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Plentiful_Despair
Student
- Aug 23, 2024
- 118
I won't leave a note. I tried thinking about how I can clearly explain why I want to die, but it's always lacking, it can never convey the sheer trauma, they can't understand without feeling it. The only thing I will do is writing a post here a few minutes before I do it, just announcing it and saying goodbye, and also write the only person I consider a real friend something like "Goodbye." I think thats enough, they know anyway how depressed I am but there's nothing anyone can do to change that, it's the entire way this reality works that makes me suicidal. Maybe should call it existencial depression. The fucking universe itself is my constant mental enemy.