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Message In A Bottle

Message In A Bottle

I don’t need light. Please give me water
Apr 1, 2022
383
As for me I'm not sure yet. If I fail, I don't want to feel stupid. Though it might give me closure to have some company before I go. It is a scary thing to go through by yourself.

What're your reasons for making or not making one in the future?
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,430
No. I would feel silly if I backed out or failed my attempt, and I don't think anyone would really care tbh.
 
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T90-Alpha

T90-Alpha

Hopeless
Apr 21, 2022
139
I will probably make a goodbye thread
I bought SN, so I know I won't fail my ctb if I go somewhere quiet. I
 
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NobodyKnowsMe

NobodyKnowsMe

Just biding my time
Dec 21, 2021
582
Probably not. I'm just not that type of person. As someone else mentioned, I'd probably feel like a fool if I did not succeed -- even though many people fail many times. Also, I wouldn't want all of the attention.
 
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LongtimeLoser

Member
Apr 25, 2022
94
No, I don't like drawing attention to myself… not irl… not here.
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
1,802
Probably.
 
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peacetoall

peacetoall

Member
May 24, 2019
94
No, because I want to die alone.
 
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CrossroadsCurious

CrossroadsCurious

"Why do we do what we do?"
Dec 12, 2021
671
Probably. Gotta say goodbye to the friendlies and tell the haters where to shove it. ;)
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
In the event that I do decide to ctb, yes I will
 
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MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
875
Yes I will. I want to feel supported and loved for once in my life.

 
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Slimetae

Slimeent🎲
Apr 23, 2022
211
Nope
 
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MicropBaldCurrycel

Specialist
Dec 29, 2021
314
Yes because the people here are my friends and i have an emotional connection to this site and wouldnt wana dissapear without saying goodbye or leave them wondering.
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,866
No--Since I post each day,it will be apparent that I CTB'ed when my posts stop for a few days
 
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Nemeshisu

Nemeshisu

Experienced
Dec 25, 2019
236
No. For many reasons. I never was fan of them ever since I joined the SS, because my death always was private and personal matter to me. I don't really like drawing attention to myself. Besides, I know at this point I can get through with CTB regardless of other people support so it seems rather pointless to me. Also, I don't think there will be that many people missing me because most of people I was close to there are already gone. So, I am probably going to say goodbye to my only friend from there in DM (if she's still alive by then) and just disable my account instead.
 
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FailureGirl

FailureGirl

lost in limbo...
Jul 5, 2021
133
Not likely but possibly, il just do what feels right for me on the day.
 
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WhatAMess

Member
May 7, 2022
8
I don't think I will. Attention makes me uncomfortable and if I made a goodbye thread I'd feel pressured to carry through instead of doing what I feel is right for me.
 
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Niko66

Niko66

Specialist
Dec 6, 2021
353
I just don't want to die all alone, unloved and silently like my whole life has been. I've avoided attention most of my life because of a multitude of reasons which essentially come down to feeling ashamed and undeserving. I'd like to have some comfort, some attention when I go. So maybe I would. Maybe not.
 
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No Entertainment

No Entertainment

Life is a once-in-a-lifetime experience
Apr 25, 2022
55
Yes I will. Btw I like your profile pic
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,653
probably not
 
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Maaizr

Maaizr

LESS TALKING MORE KILLING
Aug 2, 2021
149
lmao, hell no. .
 
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Al_stargate

Al_stargate

I was once a pretty angel
Mar 4, 2022
747
Probably not, too lazy
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,718
Ctb is very difficult for me personally and I feel trapped in this world, but I'm pretty sure that if I could actually ctb then I would want nothing to do with this site. I would just leave this world. There would be no need for me to come on here before I die, what would be the point. My death is insignificant, and my life is meaningless. We will all die someday, our only true purpose as humans is to die. I have always wanted to die alone, my last moments are mine alone
 
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magicalsarcoma

magicalsarcoma

sending love to cats
Apr 4, 2022
105
Unlikely. I kinda don't communicate with anyone here, just sometimes write something in threads. I like to write people something positive in goodbye threads, although I'm not sure that I'm successful in this. Because it looks like people are sad/lonely/scared, i guess. And i wouldn't want any of the people to feel bad
But i won't be scared or sad when i try to ctb, I've already tried it, i didn't need any support these times, hah. So such a thread would be quite meaningless, because i also have no one here to say goodbye, hah
 
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sandalphon

Student
Aug 19, 2021
126
Hell no. Why would I? I feel no emotional attachment to anyone here.
 
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Okami

Student
Mar 16, 2018
124
I don't know. I keep going back and forth on it. My concerns are less being embarrassed or ashamed for failing/backing out and more someone I know recognizing me and having my attempt stopped. It is a very paranoid thought, but my mind thinks of every scenario. I am not very active here or close to anyone, so I guess it wouldn't matter either way.
 
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ornitier199

Arcanist
Mar 26, 2022
413
kinda did and dunno why, it was stupid i did.
i am alone and will die alone. doing all the extra is just asking for a reason to stay. since i'm broke i only have a serrated blade and impluse to suicide with. at this point i dont care if its agonizing its what i deserve anyways staying alive this fucking long.
 
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StarryStarry

StarryStarry

Cat Lady
Oct 25, 2021
749
I won't be leaving any notes. There is no one to leave a note for. I'm going to leave quietly, just as I was born and how I've lived. Invisible.
 
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Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
I was going to just to try to document experience that I have to maybe help others who are curious but honestly I don't see a point in it anymore and it's not like anybody here will care anyways. If I disappeared nobody would notice so I don't see a point anymore. I thought that maybe it would help some to have somebody or to have some people there during the final moments b A. I'm probably going to get banned anyways. B. Nobody would care if I'm dead or alive regardless. I'm just some person on the internet.
 
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Spiritual survivor

Spiritual survivor

A born again but occasionally suicidal
Feb 13, 2022
510
No 😔 but I think it is nice when people do. It gives us a chance to honor the last days of a special person who is choosing to exit life.
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,430
I was going to just to try to document experience that I have to maybe help others who are curious but honestly I don't see a point in it anymore and it's not like anybody here will care anyways. If I disappeared nobody would notice so I don't see a point anymore. I thought that maybe it would help some to have somebody or to have some people there during the final moments b A. I'm probably going to get banned anyways. B. Nobody would care if I'm dead or alive regardless. I'm just some person on the internet.
I would ;-;
 
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