Will you die by suicide? Yes, no or don't know?

[Jade10666]

My feeling I will at some point. Maybe this afternoon, maybe next year :)

 

[dead dav]

I would say probably but not yet if I was faced with a nursing home I would rather ctb

 

[StrugglingSienna]

Yes. By end of year unless an act of god stops me.

 

[whiskers]

absolutely yes

 

[singingcrow]

i don't know but i'm leaning towards yes

 

[divinemistress36]

Eventually yes

 

[Permanoir]

Hopefully soon

 

[ForeverCaHa]

I've always felt my suicide was inevitable. Going through the recovery process now, but I can't shake how I feel, especially after this year

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Currently: I don't know.

 

[technicallyAlive]

don't know. I still have hopes and dreams for the future but none of those seem tangible right now. I hope I'll get to see the future when I'm alive and happy, but right now I think I have my suicide all planned out

 

[sickoceanbunny]

I wish I had access to easy suicide methods. I wish I was immune to pain and fear and could just stab myself to death.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish, all I wish for is to peacefully cease existing on my own terms and never suffer ever again, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it non-existence truly is all I see as positive and is all I could hope for, I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this harmful, torturous existence that always felt like a mistake to me personally. The thought of being enslaved in this existence of suffering all for the sake of it just to die in agony from old age is so horrific and unbearable to me, I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence and I see so much cruelty in how peaceful guaranteed death is so cruelly denied for me with the suffering and torture of human existence seen as to force and prolong no matter what, I just wish I was never burdened with this existence of unnecessary suffering at all and I'll always see it as the most terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed.

 

[Danby]

I honestly don't know. I think about it a lot, and get close to ordering the shotgun and shells, but perhaps I still foolishly have hope. So maybe, maybe not.

 

[getoutgirl]

The future is a box and I'm its Schrödinger's suicidal idiot. I'm both certain of it and with plans. Who knows I don't

 

[Arrival03]

Although I try to get better, I've know for years now that my death will most likely be suicide

 

[encore]

i don't know why, maybe it's my existence feeling cursed for some reason, but i never envisioned myself having a long life. even before i became suicidal. just couldn't picture it at all. and now, at this point in my life, i am more than certain that i not only will, but want to die by my own hand.

 

[AllAloneAndSad]

Oh hell yeah!

 

[Mary Janex]

Yes, very soon if no great miracle should happen to stop me

 

[real human being]

I don't know... But it seems very possible...

 

[LivingANDDying26]

Dunno I've wanted to for a long time but always change my mind. Lately wanting to again.

 

[Jade10666]

Yes, very soon if no great miracle should happen to stop me

I hope you find peace

Dunno I've wanted to for a long time but always change my mind. Lately wanting to again.

I can relate
My feelings go in waves.

I expect one day I will get to close to the edge and the waves will whip me away

don't know. I still have hopes and dreams for the future but none of those seem tangible right now. I hope I'll get to see the future when I'm alive and happy, but right now I think I have my suicide all planned out

How well planned is your suicide?

I have mine well planned with all the tools I need - now I just need the wave to push me head first into the wave

The future is a box and I'm its Schrödinger's suicidal idiot. I'm both certain of it and with plans. Who knows I don't

how well planned are you?

 

[zilk]

Definitely it wont matter if i die in 80 years or by the end of the year we all fall eventually so im taking the easy way out sometime when i gain the courage to do so

 

[nihilistic_dragon]

If I had N, it would be a resounding YES.

None of the other methods appeal to me, but maybe one day they will, who knows. So I guess right now it's "I don't know"? Or "hopefully"?

 

[MathConspiracy]

Attempting FSH this week. I'll probably fail but at least no one will be home for a few days.

 

[Jade10666]

Attempting FSH this week. I'll probably fail but at least no one will be home for a few days.

I wish you peace and success in your plans for the future.

I am not long away from following your footsteps. It's encouraging to see others go ahead of me.

 

[other-ghost]

i'm only letting myself die by suicide or by god's will, but i try to take it by myself before anything happened.

 

[northevelyn]

I feel like it's destiny

 

[Jade10666]

I feel like it's destiny

I relate!!!

Ever since I made a serious attempt as a teenager, I wake almost every morning with the thought that I would eventually end my wn life. It wasn't a prediction but a sense of being a fact in my life

 

[northevelyn]

I relate!!!

Ever since I made a serious attempt as a teenager, I wake almost every morning with the thought that I would eventually end my wn life. It wasn't a prediction but a sense of being a fact in my life

It's just a matter of when

 

[Jade10666]

It's just a matter of when

Yeah - that I relate as well

I have an approach that I take two steps forward and then one step back. Eventually, two steps forward will mean I step off the stool, and there is no step back possible

I am at the stage where I have booked a hotel room