Method Will this work?

[lymestolemylife]

Hello,
I'm extremely ill (Chronic Late Stage Lyme) Its become unbearable, All I do is suffer, the humane thing is to put myself out of my misery. I cannot even stand anymore I get so dizzy and my heart starts pounding like crazy. I cant care for myself anymore i'm too weak and I have severe nerve pain daily. I wouldn't be considering this if I didn't have lyme disease, but such is my luck. I ordered SN, Dont really want to wait..... I was wondering if a combo of almost 2 bottles of alcohol, some benzos, 20-30 trazadone, (I have tons)tramadol, maybe 30 50 mg pills. I cannot have a failed attempt. I am already so sick and disabled. I cannot be in a mental hospital because of my nerve pain. The only thing that works for me is Kratom, otherwise I suffer in agony with no relief. There is no way they would let me have Kratom in a facility, it has to be successful the thought of them torturing me in a mental hospital and having no relief for my nerve pain is horrifying. My husband works upstairs till 2:30 am then comes to bed, if I take this combo around 9/10 pm would I be gone by the time he comes down? I repeat this cannot be a failure, absolutely cannot.

I was almost successful as a teen drinking 2 bottles of alcohol, chugged them down, but my parents had a weird feeling something was wrong with me and checked on me.

I know this can work, i almost died before. I just am so terrified of it not working.

Thanks guys.

 

[lymbo]

sorry for your payn, l dont know lf that combo ls gona work for you, btw how you got lyme?

 

[lymestolemylife]

sorry for your payn, l dont know lf that combo ls gona work for you, btw how you got lyme?

Thank you. I am not sure but i first started having symptoms when I was 20, I think I got bit in Colorado. It spiraled out of control when I was pregnant with my first daughter because Pregnancy causes immune suppression. Been suffering acutely ever since (2008) the last few years have been utter hell and i'm bed-bound and completely disabled. I'm so weak i can barely even take a shower.

 

[MissNietzsche]

It's not fool-proof :/ and think of how much worse it would be if you get locked up..I would just wait for the SN if I were you..

 

[lymestolemylife]

It's not fool-proof :/ and think of how much worse it would be if you get locked up..I would just wait for the SN if I were you..

The thought is horrifying. My nerve pain is severe.

It's not fool-proof :/ and think of how much worse it would be if you get locked up..I would just wait for the SN if I were you..

Is SN that foolproof? I've read of some failed attempts. I have meto.

 

[MissNietzsche]

The thought is horrifying. My nerve pain is severe.

Is SN that foolproof? I've read of some failed attempts. I have meto.

well, nothing is technically 100% guaranteed, but they typically engineer drugs now so that you can't overdose on them..or at least, they make it as difficult as possible. SN at least hasn't been engineered in that way.

Besides, the biochemical mechanisms of SN make it extremely more lethal

 

[Ghosted]

I would recommend checking out Resources. There's a could of threads on pills and SN that you might find useful.

Several very kind people pointed me over there an I'm very grateful.

I do have a question about your nerve pain if you don't mind me asking. I have a degloving injury, 2/3 of my right thigh came off like a glove after being run over by a bus. My only relief for nerve pain has been Lyrica (pregabalin). I was wondering if you had tried it yet.

I am so sorry you are in so much pain. I hope that you will find relief soon. <3

 

[lymestolemylife]

I would recommend checking out Resources. There's a could of threads on pills and SN that you might find useful.

Several very kind people pointed me over there an I'm very grateful.

I do have a question about your nerve pain if you don't mind me asking. I have a degloving injury, 2/3 of my right thigh came off like a glove after being run over by a bus. My only relief for nerve pain has been Lyrica (pregabalin). I was wondering if you had tried it yet.

I am so sorry you are in so much pain. I hope that you will find relief soon. <3

Thank you very much. Yikes that is terrible. So sorry you have to endure this. Insurance wont approve Lyrica. As usual the medical system is no help.

Thank you very much. Yikes that is terrible. So sorry you have to endure this. Insurance wont approve Lyrica. As usual the medical system is no help.

Where is resources I can't find it. Thank you.

 

[Ghosted]

At the top of your screen you should see Sticky Threads. Towards the bottom of that List of Resources.

Lyrica is now a generic and it's pretty cheap. I can get it a 90 pills of 150mg at Safeway for $25 if I use the coupon through GoodRX. Which reminds me, I need to have my doctor remind my insurance company that I was already on gabapentin and it increased my fall risk. You'd think after a few years they'd get a clue.

I don't know what your income is, but if you have a state run hospital in your area you might qualify for charity care. It was the only way I could afford my meds short of running up to Canada once a month (which I did until I stopped being able to walk for a couple of months).

 

[lymestolemylife]

At the top of your screen you should see Sticky Threads. Towards the bottom of that List of Resources.

Lyrica is now a generic and it's pretty cheap. I can get it a 90 pills of 150mg at Safeway for $25 if I use the coupon through GoodRX. Which reminds me, I need to have my doctor remind my insurance company that I was already on gabapentin and it increased my fall risk. You'd think after a few years they'd get a clue.

I don't know what your income is, but if you have a state run hospital in your area you might qualify for charity care. It was the only way I could afford my meds short of running up to Canada once a month (which I did until I stopped being able to walk for a couple of months).

Thank you! Doctors never get a clue they are so lazy. The only good thing going in my life is my husband who is amazing and he makes good money. Everything else is destroyed and shit.

 

[Ghosted]

Is there a Mayo Clinic in your area? I'm still considering if it would be worth going into massive debt to see if they could help me.

I would like to talk to people who've actually been to one of their hospitals. Or see if there are others who would be willing to split housing and food.

I haven't quite given up yet, though I plan on making sure I have an exist if my health goes south again.

I was ran over and parked on by a bus November 18, 2014 about 0545. I lost a chuck of my thigh, 25 years worth of memories (retrograde amnesia), and everything that me human. This time of year sucks.

However, if you need to talk, cry, vent, trade cat pictures, please let me know. When the nerves started growing back in my thigh I though I was going to die. I truly believe nerve pain and migraines are kissing cousins in the top spot for pain. You are one tough cookie!

 

[lymestolemylife]

Is there a Mayo Clinic in your area? I'm still considering if it would be worth going into massive debt to see if they could help me.

I would like to talk to people who've actually been to one of their hospitals. Or see if there are others who would be willing to split housing and food.

I haven't quite given up yet, though I plan on making sure I have an exist if my health goes south again.

I was ran over and parked on by a bus November 18, 2014 about 0545. I lost a chuck of my thigh, 25 years worth of memories (retrograde amnesia), and everything that me human. This time of year sucks.

However, if you need to talk, cry, vent, trade cat pictures, please let me know. When the nerves started growing back in my thigh I though I was going to die. I truly believe nerve pain and migraines are kissing cousins in the top spot for pain. You are one tough cookie!

Nerve Pain and Migraines are the worst! I too am making sure I have a exit plan. Things are horrible now but sadly they can get worse and I need to be prepared. I do actually want to go now. I've been through 20 years of this. I've been hopeful and persistent with many treatments that never work. I tried Stem Cells, long term antibiotics, I'm starting to have seziures and the fatigue is ridiculous. I can barely shower. The thought of going to any clinic is exhausting I just don't have the energy to go anywhere so i'm just rotting at home. I agree this time of year is horrible. I can't even take part in cooking Thanksgiving Dinner. I'll probably be too weak to join the family. Sorry your life was devastated by such a horrible injury. How awful and sudden to have your life destroyed! Mine has been destroyed piece by piece little by little.

 

[Ghosted]

Oh honey, I am so sorry! I don't think I would have lasted five days in your shoes.

Armodafinil is a stimulant and has worked wonders for my chronic fatigue. I can't believe I have to education my doctor on traumatic brain injuries.

 

[zherhk]

I feel bad for what you're going through during all this years.
Did you already confess your wish to end all this pain to your husband?

 

[lymestolemylife]

I feel bad for what you're going through during all this years.
Did you already confess your wish to end all this pain to your husband?

Thank you. Its especially hellish lately, its gotten worse... yes I cry to him often lately, a while back he promised to help me if I didn't get better but its just too much for him, I just have to do it behind his back. I don't want to die I want to spend the rest of our lives together but there is no hope for me. I am so sick my body is torturing me. I'm tired. So done.

 

[Ghosted]

@lymestolemylife - Please feel free to PM if you ever need to talk, vent, cry, hear me tell you how great my cats are, trade war stories and book recommendations.

 

[Moonicide]

I would definitely wait for the SN as I do not think going through with the method you're thinking will work.

Here is the SS Resource thread:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/list-of-resources.3/

Here are some links to help you understand this method more and why so many people are choosing it in the end:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-a-comprehensive-guide-including-method.25148/

You can also check and see what medications will interact with this method or other methods as well:

Drug Interaction Checker – Check for Interactions Between Prescription Medications

Use WebMD’s Drug Interaction Checker tool to find and identify potentially harmful and unsafe combinations of prescription medications by entering two or more drugs in question.

www.webmd.com