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Buffy5120

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i have gastritis, gastroparesis, ibs-c, bile reflux(i throw up bile every day), GERD, and LPR which basically means the Gerd causes my throat to become inflamed from acid that comes back up which makes it hard to breathe and talk. That being said i also have other conditions on top of this but i wont get into that bc its too much. I desperately need to ctb due to all the chronic diseases im facing. I know I am more at risk of throwing up since but wouldnt the ae help? Do u think I should do sn?
 
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I have a shitload of stomach issues i have gastritis, gastroparesis, ibs-c, bile reflux(i throw up bile every day), GERD, and LPR which basically means the Gerd causes my throat to become inflamed from acid that come back up which makes it hard to breathe and talk. That being said i also have other conditions on top of this but i wont get into that bc its too much. I desperately need to ctb due to all the chronic diseases im facing. I know I am more at risk of throwing up since but wouldnt the ae help? Do u think I should do sn?
From the case studies we have, it doesnt appear vomiting alone causes failure with this method as long as the correct dosage is taken. I dont know if as your conditions are so rare, youd be likely to vomit quicker than any of the people in the case studies we have. So I cant know for sure. But I think as long as you follow the correct instructions from Stans guide, youd still stand a good chance given that weve seen people vomit within minutes and still be successful
 
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I can't even begin to imagine how much having all those conditions must suck :notsure:.
As SN is extremely salty I would assume it could cause considerable pain or at least discomfort if you have damaged esophagus or stomach lining.
 
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Have you considered other methods? Given all your GI maladies (very, VERY sorry for those), perhaps "night-night" (neck compression = like hanging but without the discomfort of having to support the weight of your body by your neck): https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-night-night-method-mega-thread.6834/

I highly recommend the book mentioned in the Wiki called Five Last Acts – The Exit Path (2015 edition): The arts and science of rational suicide in the face of unbearable, unrelievable suffering 2nd Edition by Chris Docker. He spends 80 pages on "compression" and it is very well written (the whole book is). Here's the first paragraph:
Compression is a simple method of self-deliverance that relies on no complicated equipment and does not require drugs. The main veins and arteries of the neck are compressed in such a manner that the pressure remains after the person has fainted. Fainting, and death, is a result of lack of oxygenated blood to the brain. It is very quick - fainting occurring within a minute and death following within a few minutes. (In rare cases, death may be accelerated by cardiac arrest after loss of consciousness.) One of the main methods of achieving compression is to use a tourniquet around the neck, carefully positioned so it does not obstruct breathing. Another method is to use continuous looping, and a third is the introduction of mechanical devices [aka a "hookless" ratchet tie-down... those are available ~everywhere... usually used secure a load in the back of a pickup truck, e.g.]. Some momentary discomfort is possible, but brief, and can be minimized with careful forethought.

You quickly faint, while continuing to breathe normally. Death is caused by depriving the brain of oxygenated blood.... My understanding is death from SN ultimately due to ~exactly the same (depriving the brain of oxygen).

The hookless ratchet tie-down compression method is my personal backup method. In my careful, brief "testing", the feeling of the strap/tourniquet on my neck gave only minor discomfort. Got one in a drawer 10 feet from me right now. Total cost ~$10.
 
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I can't even begin to imagine how much having all those conditions must suck :notsure:.
As SN is extremely salty I would assume it could cause considerable pain or at least discomfort if you have damaged esophagus or stomach lining.
Yeah i know but im just going to have to deal with pain if i told u all the other problems im going through you would be shocked im still alive im only 24 :'( everyday i wake up i hate that im still here i just feel like I would fail other methods bc i have cognitive/memory issues as well due to and adverse reaction to a drug.
 
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