Will SN leave long term damage if I survive

[Daniel32]

Hi all,

Will SN leave long term damage? I just don't want a brain injury or any permanent damage from it if I survive that's the only thing stopping me from doing it. I have everything I need. From what I have seen people are saying mixed things on it. The pph says it is very unlikely if you follow the protocol but other people on this forum and resources say differently. I need a way out that I know won't leave me permanent damage? I cant take this shit life anymore especially if I survive and brain damaged I won't even be able to have the capacity to try again. Please help people.

 

[sevennn]

i've never heard of such significant damage

 

[Daniel32]

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i've never heard of such

 

[Daniel32]

Other people have said differently

 

[sevennn]

Other people have said differently

i just never heard it left anyone a vegetable. i guess maybe you can look up consequences of methemoglobinemia which is what SN causes

 

[Daniel32]

It's the only thing that's stopping me.

i just never heard it left anyone a vegetable. i guess maybe you can look up consequences of methemoglobinemia which is what SN causes

 

[Mebius]

I survived 7g with 1000mg propranolol, no long term damage and i work 40 hours in hard labor job
Also lol you posted this in suggestions

 

[Daniel32]

How close were you to dieing?

I survived 7g with 1000mg propranolol, no long term damage and i work 40 hours in hard labor job

 

[Mebius]

How close were you to dieing?

Dunno, prob 50 50 chance of dying

Low Dose SN Result (Failure)

Protocol: 08:00 PM 10mg Domperidone, No Food (I didn't eat much anyway), Low Amount of Water 12:00 AM 40mg Propanolol 02:00 AM 300mg Propanolol 03:00 30mg Domperidone, 300mg Propanolol 03:30 400 mg Propanolol, 1000mg Paracetamol 04:00 AM 5g of SN with Rizla Paper Some Change of Plans: - Refuse...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[rozeske]

In all the survival cases i could get my hands on, I never seen damage except that one case. Sn is something where the damage can fully be reversed if they get to you on time. Don't let them get to you. If they don't, then they wouldn't try to resuscitate you. That is where chance of damage lies. That and not following protocol properly. Don't deviate from a protocol that has already proved to work. Don't make your decision after drinking sn but if you do, ig you can only hope they get to you on time. At the end of the day, it's still a suicide attempt, you are still trying to damage your body to the point of death. So survival and long term damage is never out of question, in any method. How much can you be in control of those risk factors is the main thing imo.

 

[Daniel32]

If

i just never heard it left anyone a vegetable. i guess maybe you can look up consequences of methemoglobinemia which is what SN causes

If someone was brain damaged they wouldn't be able to write back on this

 

[cowboypants]

I survived 7g with 1000mg propranolol, no long term damage and i work 40 hours in hard labor job
Also lol you posted this in suggestions

I remember your post, did you go to a hospital or ride it out?

 

[LunarLight]

I precisely heard it was one of the few methods available that did not leave long-lasting sequelae if rescued.

 

[sevennn]

If

If someone was brain damaged they wouldn't be able to write back on this

depends on the level of brain damage. and i sort of also mean like.. i haven't seen any papers stating this. the risk is always there with any method

 

[Daniel32]

In all the survival cases i could get my hands on, I never seen damage except that one case. Sn is something where the damage can fully be reversed if they get to you on time. Don't let them get to you. If they don't, then they wouldn't try to resuscitate you. That is where chance of damage lies. That and not following protocol properly. Don't deviate from a protocol that has already proved to work. Don't make your decision after drinking sn but if you do, ig you can only hope they get to you on time. At the end of the day, it's still a suicide attempt, you are still trying to damage your body to the point of death. So survival and long term damage is never out of question, in any method. How much can you be in control of those risk factors is the main thing imo.

What one case?

 

[Mebius]

I remember your post, did you go to a hospital or ride it out?

I only got a small vit c infusion, but that probably did jack, and i fully recovered naturally.

 

[suffering_mo]

There are varying degrees of brain damage and there's been a few people in here that have said yes, they got damaged from it... physical and mental. They were saved and got the antidote. I will not post their names in this thread but you can DM me if you want.

 

[SnackNinja]

i just never heard it left anyone a vegetable. i guess maybe you can look up consequences of methemoglobinemia which is what SN causes

I have read many that say it did not cause long term damage

 

[Demian]

I think it's difficult for SN to cause long-term damage. I also have SN and I'm afraid someone will find me.

 

[nooneishome]

I survived SN last year. Once they gave me the antidote, I was 100% fine with absolutely no side effects or long term damage.

 

[J&L383]

i just never heard it left anyone a vegetable. i guess maybe you can look up consequences of methemoglobinemia which is what SN causes

People have been revived with methylene blue, the antidote, with a full recovery. But it certainly is something that you don't want to do to your body "just for fun"

I believe recovering from an attempt from carbon monoxide, or medications, hanging, guns (especially), would have more long-term deleterious effects.

 

[suffering_mo]

I survived SN last year. Once they gave me the antidote, I was 100% fine with absolutely no side effects or long term damage.

Can you give us more details on your experience (symptoms, etc), why it didn't work, etc? Glad you completely recovered from it.

 

[nooneishome]

Can you give us more details on your experience (symptoms, etc), why it didn't work, etc? Glad you completely recovered from it.

Hi thank you. I try to be careful with how much I share because even though I'm a part of this forum and this is where I got the idea to take SN, it still makes me a little uncomfortable giving anyone else ideas. It's like I see hope for other people but not for myself.

My SN attempt was impulsive, therefore I didn't follow the protocol. When I say impulsive I mean I hasn't planned on taking it at that exact time/day. I knew I'd eventually take it, I just hadn't decided when. I got triggered and took it impulsively but I used capsules due to not being able to handle the taste.

I was found probably within an hour and a half of taking the SN. I believe the capsules slowed down the absorption otherwise I would've already been dead. Symptoms were: grey/blue skin, very cold to the touch, oxygen in the 60s, shaking and high heart rate. I was not uncomfortable or nauseous. When I was found, I was unresponsive, cold, blue and my oxygen was in the 60s. I was not expected to survive but somehow pulled through. Coming up on the year anniversary and it's all I can think about honestly. The antidote blue stuff is what saved me, but they had to give me a shit ton of it. I've been trying to find a new source for SN since I still believe this is the best way for me to CTB. The source I bought from last year no longer sells it and of course the police took my SN from me after my attempt last year.

 

[divinemistress36]

I only got a small vit c infusion, but that probably did jack, and i fully recovered naturally.

How was the taste of SN

 

[suffering_mo]

Hi thank you. I try to be careful with how much I share because even though I'm a part of this forum and this is where I got the idea to take SN, it still makes me a little uncomfortable giving anyone else ideas. It's like I see hope for other people but not for myself.

My SN attempt was impulsive, therefore I didn't follow the protocol. When I say impulsive I mean I hasn't planned on taking it at that exact time/day. I knew I'd eventually take it, I just hadn't decided when. I got triggered and took it impulsively but I used capsules due to not being able to handle the taste.

I was found probably within an hour and a half of taking the SN. I believe the capsules slowed down the absorption otherwise I would've already been dead. Symptoms were: grey/blue skin, very cold to the touch, oxygen in the 60s, shaking and high heart rate. I was not uncomfortable or nauseous. When I was found, I was unresponsive, cold, blue and my oxygen was in the 60s. I was not expected to survive but somehow pulled through. Coming up on the year anniversary and it's all I can think about honestly. The antidote blue stuff is what saved me, but they had to give me a shit ton of it. I've been trying to find a new source for SN since I still believe this is the best way for me to CTB. The source I bought from last year no longer sells it and of course the police took my SN from me after my attempt last year.

Thanks for sharing. Did you take the full 25 mg via capsules or just an amount you thought would do it?

 

[nooneishome]

Thanks for sharing. Did you take the full 25 mg via capsules or just an amount you thought would do it?

I'm not sure how much I took or what size the capsules were, but they definitely weren't small lol. I probably took between 10-15 capsules. For reference, a few days before the big attempt, I took only one capsule with SN in it to see how it felt. Just taking one caused intense tachycardia, oxygen in the 70s and my skin turning blue. I slept it off that time and didn't seek help.

The police report says they think I took 4oz of the SN based on how much was left in the container when they found it, but who knows?

 

[hop33xit]

Hi all,

Will SN leave long term damage? I just don't want a brain injury or any permanent damage from it if I survive that's the only thing stopping me from doing it. I have everything I need. From what I have seen people are saying mixed things on it. The pph says it is very unlikely if you follow the protocol but other people on this forum and resources say differently. I need a way out that I know won't leave me permanent damage? I cant take this shit life anymore especially if I survive and brain damaged I won't even be able to have the capacity to try again. Please help people.

Thank you for opening this topic, I also have concerns about this

 

[opheliaoveragain]

i just never heard it left anyone a vegetable. i guess maybe you can look up consequences of methemoglobinemia which is what SN causes

Seconding this. The tricky part is, if you change your mind part way through, you need to be fast in contacting emergency services. Yes, there are threads here where people have taken x amounts and come back to post here, but typically not without a trip to the hospital.

 

[Fangarina]

I'm not sure how much I took or what size the capsules were, but they definitely weren't small lol. I probably took between 10-15 capsules. For reference, a few days before the big attempt, I took only one capsule with SN in it to see how it felt. Just taking one caused intense tachycardia, oxygen in the 70s and my skin turning blue. I slept it off that time and didn't seek help.

The police report says they think I took 4oz of the SN based on how much was left in the container when they found it, but who knows?

Sorry to hijack this post - just curious what you were feeling when it started to absorb.
I think my fear is that I'm going to feel something. I can cope with tachycardia, I can cope with feeling sick etc. But did you just sort of doze off, feel dizzy etc? I know it's said to not be painful and the thought of if I follow process I will be unconscious within around 15min is appealing. I just want to be gone, but with minimal stress on me while it does the job.
Don't need to know the ins and outs of how you took it, totally appreciate you not wanting to add to ideas but I'm so curious about how it physically makes you feel as this is my method too. I'm sorry you still feel this way, I get it completely.
I am so weary on my reply's sometimes because I'd never encourage or guide someone, but I want to make sure I do it perfectly.

 

[nooneishome]

How was the taste of SN

I know you weren't asking me but I took SN last year. In my opinion the taste was unbearably bad. Like salty milk