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M48 Patton
Student
- Jun 2, 2024
- 123
im so totally buggered, through and through. Why then won't I just get on with it? I think it really is just because I don't have what I need in front of me. I know full well if I had N or something of an equivalent type I would be gone within hours. I would probably do a couple more things. But overall I wouldn't linger any longer than I need too.
I shouldn't envy people who have those peaceful choices, but I do. I'm left with hanging or some other gruesome means.
I can't cope. I'm not coping. My mind is broken, my body as well, I'm trapped.
I come here for something?
I believe there is nothing when we die and that's that. I'm fine with it, I've fully accepted the concept of mortality.
Why do I still hold on? I can't get any more broken surely?
I shouldn't envy people who have those peaceful choices, but I do. I'm left with hanging or some other gruesome means.
I can't cope. I'm not coping. My mind is broken, my body as well, I'm trapped.
I come here for something?
I believe there is nothing when we die and that's that. I'm fine with it, I've fully accepted the concept of mortality.
Why do I still hold on? I can't get any more broken surely?