I'm so sorry about that! What method did you try? Please keep us informed when you try again.
I would like to know what kind of pills you tried and how much, and what happened.
Giving him the benefit of the doubt here; maybe he genuinely wants to and is desperate and for whatever reason cannot logically put together a plan that is workable. I've been in that position, sheer desperation and attempting things wrecklessly.
You said you tried pills 6 times. Was it ever opioids?
I've tried things that if you read it said lethal doses and I'm still alive, don't wanna go into details. But I've taken doses to put down a horse. I'm alive and well and pissed off I'm still alive. Só pills, regardless, never again. Waste of time.
Desperation is understandable, we all know what it feels like to be desperate. But there has to come a point where you realize that what you've been trying simply isn't working, and if you're trying to get a different result, then you alter the approach. Idc if he wants to keep taking pills and making himself sick, that's fine. The "goodbye threads" every few days are going to have the opposite effect of the one he's looking for though. If he keeps crying wolf with a method he himself has said he doesn't expect to work, nobody's going to pay any attention when/if he actually tries to ctb for real. Well at least I'm not.
Then stay out of their threads.
Go for it, try to help. Hopefully you have better luck than I did, because he doesn't seem to want help.
Look, did I deal with this in the right way? Is there a right way? I have problems of my own, clearly, since I'm here. I'm just getting worn down by life in general and its going to show from time to time. I don't want to come here just to have to walk on eggshells and not say what I think, and this person in particular really upset me because I hate to see anybody struggling in the way he is. I don't even want to talk about this anymore, I'm willing to accept that the community at large thinks I handled it poorly and move on.
I dont feel that you handled it that bad. Ive seen your posts on here and you are really supportive and caring. You have also been humble enough in posts to accept if youve got something wrong, which to me is admirable. Your only human just like the op and are allowed to lose patience too. The way i read it with this was that you want to help but on this occasion felt like you were banging your head off a brick wall and got frustrated. I think the biggest problem on these threads is that the op has made a statement which has caused concern and then gone quiet. This of course is his or her right but it makes it very difficult for a caring bunch of people to help.
I really appreciate you understanding, you were very kind and actually gave me a little too much credit. I've been thinking about this all day, and I feel I did handle it wrong. I really shouldn't have said anything at all after realizing that this particular member isn't reachable at this time. Not to defend myself or make excuses, but I just had a really bad day, personally, and it bled through on an interaction here. Which isn't okay. The fact that an unnamed member decided to use it as an excuse to personally attack me for a grudge they've apparently been holding for some time just pushed me over the edge and I really did a shitty job...just increased the damage instead of controlling it, and also took attention away from the OP (which, those of you who said had a right to post simply to seek attention, were right about.) I'm not going to engage any further in this kind of stuff, and I'm going to watch the way I say things and what I comment on more carefully in the future. I just really wanted to say I appreciate you understanding what I was getting at originally, even though I did a horrible job of expressing it. Thank you, I really appreciate it.
Those words are lovely roseybird but carter and i didnt fall out lol.i observed a couple of disagreements and I just felt he had a valid point and was maybe being a bit too hard on himself x
No I'm going for organ failure
The usual.....went and had stomach pumped and found out I have high blood pressure and kidney failure. I've Od on pills enough now I have problems and that's what I want.
