Will be CTB soon.

[Butterfly65]

CTB within the next few months, would just like some support and communication. I am suffering terribly with chronic pain, depression, anxiety and debilitating illnesses. I am 56 years old and bedridden about to become homeless and loose my income so I do have a time limit here. I'm just under a lot of stress from every possible angle and I'm wanting to find some peace of mind before the big day arrives. I don't have an exact date set yet. I am definitely ready but there is still a lot of heartache and anxiety surrounding it. The hardest part is leaving my dog who's 7 and been with me since she was 6 weeks old.

 

[killedbypsychiatry]

I'm so sorry you're in so much pain and life has brought you to this point. I hope you're able to find some peace and reduce the anxiety

 

[WornOutLife]

Feel free to talk to me.
I'm sorry you're planning a lot of world but at the same time, I understand how you feel. Suffering sucks.

Hugs!

 

[Pen>Sword]

You've been through a lot. I hope things will get better for you. Situations like these are the ones that breaks my heart. I always wondered why we don't have right to housing to support people like you.

 

[LONE WOLF.]

CTB within the next few months, would just like some support and communication. I am suffering terribly with chronic pain, depression, anxiety and debilitating illnesses. I am 56 years old and bedridden about to become homeless and loose my income so I do have a time limit here. I'm just under a lot of stress from every possible angle and I'm wanting to find some peace of mind before the big day arrives. I don't have an exact date set yet. I am definitely ready but there is still a lot of heartache and anxiety surrounding it. The hardest part is leaving my dog who's 7 and been with me since she was 6 weeks old.

Butterfly65, l'm in the same boat,my dog is 10years old and has got maybe 5years left in him but the thought of having to keep going for another 5 pain filled years is heart wrenchingly painful,l want to ctb so bad but feel l have to keep existing because of my dog,Every morning when l awake the first thing l do is cry because l know l have another hateful day to endure!

 

[booray]

I'm so sorry that you're having to deal with all of this. Is there someone you know who can provide a good home for your dog? That will certainly relieve some anxiety for you.

 

[usernameforhere]

I'm so sorry butterfly.

 

[Tackingintothewind]

Do you have anyone to look after the dog when you're gone?

 

[fred farkle]

is there any service or charity that wouldhelp you live in a decent place? i wish you luck!

 

[Some1's_Wasted_Fetus]

I'm so sorry you're having to go through this. While I've never owned a pet, I do know it can be difficult to ctb when other people are relying on you for their wellbeing. It sounds like a lot of pressure. Is there anyone you know who might be able to take care of your dog if you were to go before they pass?

 

[Trisolaris]

I'm sorry you have been brought to this.

 

[Prosthetics]

Safe travels

 

[Butterfly65]

I'm so sorry you're in so much pain and life has brought you to this point. I hope you're able to find some peace and reduce the anxiety

I'm so sorry you're having to go through this. While I've never owned a pet, I do know it can be difficult to ctb when other people are relying on you for their wellbeing. It sounds like a lot of pressure. Is there anyone you know who might be able to take care of your dog if you were to go before they pass?

Yes I have that all set up it's just difficult to have to leave her because she will be devastated without me. But there is no choice at this point as im unable to care for her or myself any longer.

I'm so sorry you're having to go through this. While I've never owned a pet, I do know it can be difficult to ctb when other people are relying on you for their wellbeing. It sounds like a lot of pressure. Is there anyone you know who might be able to take care of your dog if you were to go before they pass?

I'm so sorry that you're having to deal with all of this. Is there someone you know who can provide a good home for your dog? That will certainly relieve some anxiety for you.

Yes I have that set up, it's just very difficult to leave her knowing she will be devastated without me. I have no other choice as im unable to care for her or myself anymore.

 

[Butterfly65]

I'm so sorry that you're having to deal with all of this. Is there someone you know who can provide a good home for your dog? That will certainly relieve some anxiety for you.

Yes I have someone that will be taking her after my CTB it's still difficult to think how she will grieve for me and suffer because I'm not there anymore.

 

[fred farkle]

maybe you should have her put down before you go?

 

[LeGuitarist]

I'm so, so, so sorry life has done this to you. If you need anyone to talk to, I'm here

And remember, life is always a choice.

 

[Into The Void]

Sorry to hear of your suffering. It's a pretty bad predicament to be in when facing homelessness. I already told my family that I will be ending my life if I become homeless.

 

[Butterfly65]

maybe you should have her put down before you go?

No she still has a lot of life left in her.

 

[alittlehuman_]

CTB within the next few months, would just like some support and communication. I am suffering terribly with chronic pain, depression, anxiety and debilitating illnesses. I am 56 years old and bedridden about to become homeless and loose my income so I do have a time limit here. I'm just under a lot of stress from every possible angle and I'm wanting to find some peace of mind before the big day arrives. I don't have an exact date set yet. I am definitely ready but there is still a lot of heartache and anxiety surrounding it. The hardest part is leaving my dog who's 7 and been with me since she was 6 weeks old.

No she still has a lot of life left in her.

that she has a lot of life in her is why she gets to go and I sent mine off finally because they forced him to live and and I would have destroyed them if I was my former self. Anyway can't leave until the that baby is protected.

 

[lofticries]

Have a safe and peaceful journey. This is the method I desire to take in the future as well so it feels a bit more personal posting in this thread because I will be experiencing the same if all things go according to plan. You're dog will be sad but i'm sure she'll build a strong and beautiful bond with the new owner. Of course she'll never forget all those years you took care of her from puppy to adult. :)

 

[NormaJeane]

CTB within the next few months, would just like some support and communication. I am suffering terribly with chronic pain, depression, anxiety and debilitating illnesses. I am 56 years old and bedridden about to become homeless and loose my income so I do have a time limit here. I'm just under a lot of stress from every possible angle and I'm wanting to find some peace of mind before the big day arrives. I don't have an exact date set yet. I am definitely ready but there is still a lot of heartache and anxiety surrounding it. The hardest part is leaving my dog who's 7 and been with me since she was 6 weeks old.

You can write to me Butterfly65, I like that very much. I use to visit this website every week. I have problems with my own health and that is why I am here and it feels better if I can help someone only by writing. We humans live so long and because of that sooner or later we will be cronic sick or in pain and when that happens, for some people they prefer death instead of suffering. I always wanted to die young like Marilyn Monroe, I never wanted to die of old age. And it will be too much suffering for me to live 100 years with my health problems, I want to live and die with dignity.

 

[Butterfly65]

You can write to me Butterfly65, I like that very much. I use to visit this website every week. I have problems with my own health and that is why I am here and it feels better if I can help someone only by writing. We humans live so long and because of that sooner or later we will be cronic sick or in pain and when that happens, for some people they prefer death instead of suffering. I always wanted to die young like Marilyn Monroe, I never wanted to die of old age. And it will be too much suffering for me to live 100 years with my health problems, I want to live and die with dignity.

@NormaJeane Thank you, please pm me.

 

[astaeste2021]

CTB within the next few months, would just like some support and communication. I am suffering terribly with chronic pain, depression, anxiety and debilitating illnesses. I am 56 years old and bedridden about to become homeless and loose my income so I do have a time limit here. I'm just under a lot of stress from every possible angle and I'm wanting to find some peace of mind before the big day arrives. I don't have an exact date set yet. I am definitely ready but there is still a lot of heartache and anxiety surrounding it. The hardest part is leaving my dog who's 7 and been with me since she was 6 weeks old.

@NormaJeane Thank you, please pm me.

CTB within the next few months, would just like some support and communication. I am suffering terribly with chronic pain, depression, anxiety and debilitating illnesses. I am 56 years old and bedridden about to become homeless and loose my income so I do have a time limit here. I'm just under a lot of stress from every possible angle and I'm wanting to find some peace of mind before the big day arrives. I don't have an exact date set yet. I am definitely ready but there is still a lot of heartache and anxiety surrounding it. The hardest part is leaving my dog who's 7 and been with me since she was 6 weeks old.

I'm sorry you are suffering